Trainwreck |✔️

CHAPTER 15

Here it is the next chapter, this is a smutty chapter so if you don't read the smut it's very short.

A/N: SMUT is in 'AaD Smut for my stories' in my profile :)))

It had taken time for Ant to get back to full health again. Mam had him sleeping in the spare room and he'd spent most of the next two weeks resting and recovering... not that I'd let him do anything else.

We'd still steal kisses on the sly, I'd become more confident in my own skin thanks to him and I didn't mind when our make out sessions got a little heated... in fact I wanted Ant to take things further but he didn't want to push me into anything so stopped before it got really good.

Mam and Dad had made him go to school everyday, Ant wasn't a fan of the idea at first but I think he was enjoying just being a normal kid for once.

It was a Saturday and my Mam and Dad had gone to visit my Great Aunt again, for the weekend, meaning me and Ant were home alone.

I squealed and ran into the house, trying to get away from Ant as fast as possible while he tried to capture me for muddy hugs. He'd been keeper in a game of footie and spent more time on the floor than actually saving the goals. Something told me that he was just letting me win though, that thought made me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

"Anth! Stop!!" I giggled, trying to get to the stairs. I almost made it round the corner to the banister but before I could escape, Ants strong arms wrapped my waist pulling me into his chest. He wrapped his arms tightly around my torso, I squirmed and wriggled in his arms, trying to get away as I felt the wetness from his messy football shirt soak through onto my previously dry skin.

When he started nibbling on my ear I gave up, realising I didn't really want to escape at all. He hummed in appreciation and mumbled deeply in my ear, "Mine."

"Yours." I sighed contently, bringing my arm reach behind me and run my hand through his slightly sweaty black locks, guiding him as he bit down on my neck.

"Umm you need a shower." I let out a hearty laugh.

"And who's fault was that exactly?" I turned my head to kiss his lips through a smile.

"Come on, you can use the shower first." I desperately wanted to ask him if we could share but once again my anxieties got in the way and I simply nodded. He released me from his hold and we made our way up the stairs.

I was about to walk into the bathroom, internally berating myself for being a coward. "Hey Dec?" I stopped in the threshold of the door and spun round to face Ant. "Ask me, I know you want to." Could he really read me that well?!

"Umm... do you maybe... uh wanna join me? It would be faster- and we'd save water- and the planet-" I was rambling. I shut my mouth and blushed deeply, hiding my face in my towel.

"You're so adorable. I'd love to join you. You get in, I'll go grab my towel." He turned into the spare room as I stepped into the bathroom and ran the shower. My heart raced with anticipation, i was practically shaking.

I wanted this, at the same time though Ant was my first... well my first everything. What if he didn't like my body? What if I was too fat and ugly for him... he was so perfect! He was muscular, tall, fit and tanned: I was short, a little chubby and pale.

Ant walked in to see me still fully dressed. "I can wait if you're not ready for this Decky." He said sympathetically and I shook my head.

"No! I'm ready... I'm just worried you won't like me..." I said wrapping my arms tightly around my body.

He dropped his towel and walked up to me. "Decky, I love you. All of you! I don't care what you look like because to me you will always be perfect. You're adorable and I want to worship every part of you." He unwrapped my arms from me and helped me shrug off my shirt.