Trainwreck |✔️

CHAPTER 32

This chapter is super long.😝

Does any one know when the boys DNA documentary is coming out??? 🧐🤩😍

"Un-burn the ashes
Unsay these reckless words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out
Out the Trainwreck"

Dec's POV

I woke up with a warm blissful feeling spreading through my body, making me feel like I could sink into the covers and firm secure arms that held me.

My eyes blinked the sleep from my eyes as a content smile burst through my features. I clung impossibly tighter onto Ant. The embrace was everything I'd ever wanted, the only place Id wanted to be for the past 4 years was back in his arms. It made me think I didn't realise how lonely I'd been, how desperate for the affection I'd become because now I was melting into every gentle touch and soft spoken word.

"Morning beautiful." My heart skipped a beat.

I lifted myself up off the firm T-shirt clad chest beneath my head and slid up Ants toned body so that I was hovering just above his face. His blue-green eyes watched my every move as I hovered my lips above his so that he could feel the warmth of my breath graze against his.

"Morning." His smile reached his eyes as he lifted his head and pecked my lips, I'd planned to tease him but that plan was soiled when I melted into his kiss. I slid my hand from where it was pressed against his chest down to rub along his sides as he drew me in closer and tangled a hand in my hair. My tongue pressed against his closed lips, begging for entrance. When he hesitated I internally rolled my eyes brushed a finger over his nipple making him involuntarily gasp and open up for me to explore.

He chuckled into the kiss before flipping us over so he was knelt above me. I could do nothing else but smile back at him.

My chest moved rapidly with the force of my pants and the beat of my heart. My emerald eyes met his beautiful ocean ones and I remembered how much I'd missed staring into those misty eyes. How much I'd missed seeing the love and affection they held in them. "I love you." I said breathless, just because I could now.

He smiled at me and slowly lowered his head to capture my lips with his. "Love you too." I moaned into the kiss as I felt his weight on me, making me feel safe and protected. Feverishly his lips trailed down my cheek and jaw to my neck where he licked, sucked and nipped at the pale skin, I tremble at the attention. "Mhmm forgot how sensitive you are Decky... so hot." He grinned wickedly and kissed me one more time, his hands roaming my body liberally.

"Anth... p-please...."

"Please what baby?" I could here the smile in his voice as he pecked my nose.

"I-it's been too long... I need you Anth... please." Ants hands seem to falter at my sides and I opened my eyes to see the anxiety in his. "What's wrong?"

"I-it just... I've wanted this for so long now... wanted you... I d-don't wanna hurt you. I don't wanna mess it up." My heart went out to the other man, i'd forgotten he probably hadn't been with anyone since me, the thought agreed with me but then I understood how much this probably meant to him.

"Don't over think it. I want this Ant... please... let's move on, be my boyfriend... make love to me. Please."

He swallowed thickly, nodding his head with a new found determination but the nervousness was still there. With a smile, I stroked my hand over his slightly stubbly cheek and cupped the back of his head to kiss me.