Trainwreck |✔️

CHAPTER 34

The photo above is so cute 😍😍

DONT READ if you like reading the SMUT, this whole chapter is in 'AaD Smut for Stories' so read that mature version if you want to....

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Ants PoV

I don't know what time it was when my mind was tugged from my depressing thoughts by a audible gasp. I had been awake but I hadn't been present. I felt a hand on my back and lifted up my head from its position in my hands, the muscles ached painfully and the joints cracked a little as I pulled out of the tense position. It hurt like hell, making it apparent how long I'd just been sat there wallowing in my guilt.... replaying Dec's broken look in my mind over and over like a broken record.

"Anth! Jesus have you been sat like this all night?" I couldn't reply, just looked into his beautiful green eyes for a moment, feeling better from just seeing him. He obviously saw some kind of answer in my eyes and wrapped an arm around my shoulders, resting my head against his chest and kissing my hair. "Im Sorry, I know you didn't mean it... I was just having a bad day. I over-reacted and I'm sorry."

"Y-your not mad?"

"No of course not... I was angry you pushed me away. I definitely didn't deserve it... and I expect to be thoroughly pampered to make up for it." The smaller Geordie grinned and I let out a tired laugh.

"I am sorry... I-I was just thinking about everything, I didn't want you to know about the tag. I didn't want it to be another thing that comes between us.... another thing you need to worry about."

"I'll always worry about you Anth, it's my job. I know why you did it... you're always trying to protect me ain't ya?" He placed his hand over my heart and continued, "I should have understood sooner. Thankyou for my dinner by the way... I'm sorry I ruined it for us."

"Don't be, I'm sorry. I'm just... working through a few things right now."

"I know baby, I know." He leaned down and kissed my cheek making me hide my face for a moment to help the blush die down a little. I tilted my head up to kiss his lips. "I'm gonna cancel my appointments, we can have a lazy day ey? Just me and you?"

"You don't have to if you don't want to... I don't wanna stop you working or nowt." He giggled and kissed me again.

"Don't be silly Anth. I just want to spend time with you... like we used to."

I sat up and took his hands in mine, rubbing my thumbs smoothly over his soft pale skin. "So what do you want to do?"

"Uhmmm I can think of something..."I grinned as the beautiful man before me, leaned up and pressed his pink lips against mine. I was just ready to deepen the kiss when he pulled away with an adorable giggle and switched on the TV. "...Paddington 2 has just been added to Netflix."

I laughed at Declan's cheeky grin and tugged his smaller body against my chest, wrapping him up tightly in my arms and kissing his hair lovingly. I felt him relax into him hold and nuzzle his cheek into my pec as the movie started up.

Dec's POV

I felt so safe in Ants strong arms. The way his masculine scent enveloped my senses. The way he kissed and played with my hair as I hid my face in his chest. It was a kids movie and I laughed a lot.... but it was so emotional!

Tears leaked from my eyes, only to be wiped away instantly by Ant as he hugged me tighter against him. At some point in the movie I'd managed to find my way onto his lap so I was suddenly curled up against his chest, peaking though my hoodie as I looked into the small bears big sad brown eyes.