Chapter IV

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Taylor

I was missing Harry big time. I still don't know why i acted that way to him. I haven't answered his calls but it doesn't stop him from calling, voice mailing and texting me. The boys also texted me but i only replied with a 'I'm okay, don't worry' but thats just it

"Taylor, do you want to go out?"i was interrupted in my thoughts when mom walked in my room. I looked up at her and shook my head

"You haven't eaten anything since you came here"mom says. I shook my head and i turn away from her so I'm facing the wall. I hear her sigh and felt her sit on my bed.

"Taylor, honey. If you keep doing this and isolating yourself and not answering his calls will you to something that you will regret"she says. My phone goes off as she said 'calls' and i silently groan

"Whats keeping you away from him huh. You can tell me"i turn around to face her as i was greeted with her smiling face that would never fail to make me smile. I smile a little at her and nodded, positioning myself in a sitting position

"I just cant stop thinking about people giving us hate once we announced that we were together and never broke up. Like how will my fans react to that or less his fans. They would possibly give me hate nonstop and we all know that i cant handle it alone. What if he'll leave me because I'm not good enough to be with him once we go off. What if i cant be their for him when we needed each other the most. What if -"i was cut off when my rant when mom hugged me and shush me

"He'll never leave you, because if he did he should have done this before and left you. But he didn't and we were grateful"

"We?"i asked. She nodded

"Yeah we as in me, austin and your father"I smiled at that

"Anyways, if his fans or your fans never accept you being together well they have to live the fact that you two are back together happily"mom stopped talking when we heard a knock. I looked at the clock and it was already.....12:20 am. Mom looked at me and kissed the top of my head before standing up

"I have to go"she says but i followed her out. She open the door but only for her to see an left the door slightly open

I heard another knock and i walked towards the door only to find Harry standing nervously in front of me

Harry

I cleared my throat. Taylor looked up at me and my heart broke seeing her like this. Her face was tears stained, her eyes bloodshot form crying and her nose is a little red.

"Taylor-"i was about to start when a sob escapes her mouth and my first instinct was hug her and i did. I push us in her room gently and closed the door behind me using my foot. I carried her bridal style as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I walked towards the couch and sat down. She was sitting on my lap as i hugged her tightly in my arms. I rocked us back and forth until she calm down

"Im sorry"Taylor says as she calms down, pointing at my shirt which is a little wet from her tears. I chuckled softly and kiss her forehead

"Don't worry about it love"i smiled at her

"Im sorry, i left"she says momentarily

"Its okay"

"No, its not"she stood up from my lap and i followed her actions. Standing up as we face each other

"What do you mean?"i asked

"I left because i cant handle it anymore"she says and i stood there quietly

"You mean....are you breaking up with me"i asked shock and she looked at me and her face softens

"No, thats not what i meant"she says laughing a bit and i sigh in relief that shes not breaking up with me

"Okay, then what is it then?"

"Im just worried about us being in public again. What if our fans will give hate to us because of hiding something big. What if they'll never like me being with you. What if-"i cut Taylor off her rant with a kiss. I never thought she felt this way. I know this is hard for the both of us being in public again as fans give hate to her mostly my fans give her hate but i always tell her to stop looking at her social sites for a month but i cant blame her about this. I blame this for the people who tell her shes not better off with me and I'm better of with them like come on, why cant you just be happy for us. I blame for the media who tell people false stories about me and Taylor. I love taylor with the bottom of my heart and i know that cant change. I only see me with her not with anyone who wants me for something so they can benefit. I want someone who loves me for me. And thats Taylor, she is the sweetest, kind, loving and caring woman i have ever met in my life except for my mom and Gemma and Andrea (Taylor's mom). I want to spend the rest of my life with her an only her.

"I love you"i say as we pull away. She smile and peck my lips

"I love you too"

"Now please, don't do that ever again. I was worried sick about you. And you don't have to worry about us being in public and me leaving you. We both know that wont happen because i live you and only you"she smiled and i peck her nose

"Im sorry"she whispers again

"No need to apologize cause where in this together through thick and thin"she nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck and rest her head on my shoulder as i wrapped my arms around her waist and rest my chin on her shoulder

We stayed like that for a moment before pulling away. I kiss the top of Taylor's head as she walked towards the bed. Taylor patted the space beside her telling me to seat over with her

"Are you staying here?"she asked and i nodded

"How long?"

"Were here to wait for you to come home but it seems like you'll stay her for awhile"i say stroking her hair. She looked up at me with her brows furrowed

"We?"

"Yeah, we as in me and the boys are staying here to have time with you"she smiled happily at me and kissed my cheek

"Are they staying here too?"i nodded and she smiled in content

"Okay, i love you Harry"she whispers closing her eyes

"I love you too"i smiled at her as she sleep on my chest peacefully. I closed my eyes minutes later and slept with her with my arms wrapped protectively around her. Protecting her from everything

Okay i know its little boring for your liking but hope you still like it anyways don't forget to

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