My Alpha And I - Eyeless Jack x Cydo (OC)

Chapter 17

Jack's pov

After I had finally wasted my energy and anger, I walked back home. I walked in the door and Jeff and BEN were playing games on the couch.

Cydo was sitting between them while Jeff leaned on her. I actually felt kinda envious of him. I could feel her nervousness. She knew it was me.

She leaned into Jeff a little more and the boys peeked over the back of the couch. BEN waved the peace sign at me without turning away from the tv a second time.

I just watched Cydo for a second before I hung my head and walked upstairs, ashamed for what I did to her. I wish I could go back and change it.

I went straight to my room and walked in to see Slender waiting for me.

"What?" I asked.

"Have you calmed down?" he asked me.

"Yeah. Sure." I muttered. I didn't feel like talking to anyone but Cydo. Too bad I can't.

"Do try to keep your usual calm demeanor Jack. It will help."

"Whatever."

He nodded his head and disappeared. Why did I have to fuck up?

Why did I act like that though? Why couldn't I have just attacked her like she was prey or something? Why did I have to have a thought like that in my head?

I just sat on my bed and read as I fumbled with the ring. I didn't care that I was still drenched in blood. Eventually I did shower though.

I heard fast footfall come upstairs and run into a door. I caught the voices of Jeff and BEN and... Cydo? She's talking to them?

They all were laughing and joking, but they talked like fucking pirates for some reason. I walked downstairs to watch tv, but found the tv was fucked up. That's why.

I got it working again and sat down on the couch. I probably won't be able to sleep anymore anyway. I watched tv for a little while, mostly just listening to Cydo and the knuckleheads goof off upstairs.

Eventually, my curiosity got the better of me and I walked upstairs. I made sure not to make any noise as I walked to BEN's door.

They sounded like a bunch of kids at a birthday party. I quietly opened the door and peeked in. They laughed and joked as they played games together.

Something in me hurt as I watched them. BEN made a joke about how he was a serial killer for eating cereal.

I couldn't take it anymore. Hearing Cydo laugh. It hurt too much thinking of how scared she was of me.

I closed the door and stood there. They stopped laughing immediately and started to ask each other who it was watching them. I just took a breath and walked back to my room.

I couldn't take any of this. I hope we can forget this huge ass mistake I made. One day maybe.

We hadn't even been that close. Why did it hurt so much?