My Alpha And I - Eyeless Jack x Cydo (OC)

Chapter 19

Jack's pov

I hate myself. So much. Cydo shivers with fear every time I walk into the room. I swear to God. This can't get any worse.

I was walking through the forest. Again. It seems to be the only thing that I can do without pounding something. I've never been this pissed about something though.

Why am I like this? Why am I so angry that Cydo won't come near me? Why did I do that?

As I spotted a town in the distance, I slowed to a stop. I didn't feel like killing right now. If I keep killing out of anger, I'll end up like Jeff. I am not letting that happen.

I turned around and headed home instead. I'll have to find something to keep me occupied. I can't sleep and I don't like wandering the house mindlessly.

As I entered the 'yard', I was nudged by something big. I looked over to see Seedeater. He obviously wanted to play.

"Fine." I told him.

He jumped around for a minute before crashing full force into me. I wrestled him for awhile and tired him out. Eventually, we stopped and I headed inside.

Seed headed to the side of the house and climbed up to his window. I always wondered how his thumping was never heard downstairs. Or anywhere else for that matter.

I walked in the house and noticed that Cydo wasn't in the living room anymore. She's probably in her room. Hopefully she doesn't come out until I'm in mine.

I showered and changed before sitting on my bed and reading. It was just a book on anatomy, but it still passed the time pretty quick.

I ended up fondling with my ring and letting my mind wander. It wasn't something I usually do, but it still happens from time to time. Of course, my mind was on Cydo.

I wish it never happened. How would things have gone? Would something else have happened to push us apart? Would we be closer? Perhaps I'd know more about her...

I closed the book, knowing it's a lost cause. I just laid down and played with the ring until morning.

God this sucks.

The next morning, I waited until Jeff and Cydo were gone. I've noticed that she's pretty close with him and BEN. One of the differences between us.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. Slender was there with Sally and Toby. Neither of them were allowed to use kitchen appliances or the oven, so it makes sense.

"Good morning Jack." Slender greeted.

"Morning." I muttered back as I sat at the kitchen table.

Sally and Toby waved at me as they stuffed their faces with waffles.

"Jack, Cydo is still fearful of you." Slender's voice echoed in my head. If I had eyes, I'd roll them. Curse that damn cult.

"Yeah. I realize this. You don't need to point it out." I spat.

"Sally, Toby. Take your plates to the dining room and eat there. I need to speak with Jack." he told them.

"Ok!" they said in unison before grabbing their plates and leaving to the dining room.

"What?" I asked him.

"If you two don't patch things up soon, I'll have to send one of you to one of my brothers. Neither of you would fit in and you two would be even more miserable. I hope it doesn't have to come to that." Slender mentioned.

"Yeah, I'm not going to your brothers. Either of them. They're worse than you, and that's saying something." I deadpanned. I got up and grabbed a couple kidneys from the fridge.