Finding your person at sixteen is not as exciting as it sounds, especially when you lose them at seventeen.
For Calum, even six years later, everyone is still inferior to the girl with the purple hair and the bold mouth. What he never expected is t...
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Liked by AshtonIrwin, crystalleigh, and 325,735 others. Calumhood: First trip without his mom along to help. Wish us luck.
Sierradeaton: you are killing it at the dad thing, Cal!
Drama: you got this, Cal! 💕 but also, @crystalleigh please make sure my baby comes home in one piece😬 Crystalleigh: @drama he'll be just fine. 😄 You relax and enjoy some time to yourself.
Calpal: daddy Cal is my favorite thing ever.
Hemmingsgirl: Kason content is superior content. Thank you, Calum.
Cashton: don't you think taking a kid acting as Cal's kid across the whole world is a little stretch...
I roll my eyes at some of the comments before rolling out of bed. My boys should still be asleep for a few more hours since it's about 1am in Sydney right now. I nervously chew on my lip as I get showered and dressed, afraid of what might happen when I get to the studio and see Niall again. He has refused to talk to me since Calum posted the photo about us online. Although fans still don't know my identity, Niall knew it was me, and he doesn't seem to enthusiastic about my decision. At least that's what I assume with how little we talk anymore.
By the time I climb into my car I feel about ready to burst into tears. My anxiety is through the roof about Niall confronting me, my emotions are all out of whack over losing the baby, and I don't feel stable enough to handle life today, but I also feel like I need to keep with my normal routine to help myself feel normal again. I don't like feeling out of control and helpless, I don't like being emotionally unstable. It's not me. I've always been so good at keeping things organized and calm. But nothing I've done has helped this time, nothing but being with Calum... After a small pep talk about how I can actually do this, and I am strong enough, I turn the ignition and back out of the driveway.
"Hi, Drama, welcome back to the studio." Siena smiles from the receptionist desk as I walk in.
"Morning." I smile softly, hurrying past without stopping for small talk. I'm only going to be able to say fine a few times before I break if people ask how I've been.
I make my way down the familiar hallways to the studio space we've been using for the album, hearing laughter the moment I open the door. "Hey, hey! Drama made it back to work today!" Mark grins as I walk in.
"Barely." I smile, dropping my bag.
"Where did that thing come from?" Jake points at my stomach as I take a seat.
"I've been growing it for about twenty weeks now." I try to shrug it off not really wanting to talk about the babies.
"We are here to work guys, not discuss her pregnancy." Niall says in a monotone voice, still having not made eye contact with me.
