Ocean

🌺twenty🌺

I walked back into the house, still very much angry, but less angry than before. I pass the living room but I'm soon stopped as I'm slammed into the wall.

"What the fuck Jack?" I snap.

"No you don't get to ask me that. What the fuck is wrong with you?" I look at him, angry and confused.

"What are talking about?" That only set him off more. Jonah and Zach were watching from the kitchen, not knowing what to do.

"Are you serious? You yelled at your pregnant boyfriend! You told him he was a horrible mother! You cursed at the poor boy and left him sobbing. And for what? Because he wanted people to be happy?" My face falls. What did I just do? I push Jack off me and run upstairs. I burst through the door, my eyes watering when I don't see the small boy.

I look around, immediately noticing some of his things were missing.

"He left." I turn around, looking at Jack with watery eyes. I crumpled to the ground, shoving my face in my hands.

"W-what did I do? I didn't mean it I swear. I fucked up so bad fuck why do I keep messing up?" I sob, Jack walking into the room. He kneels by me, rubbing my back.

"Just give him space. When he's ready he'll come back. For now just, try to think of a way to say sorry. I honestly want to cut your balls off but I want more Dorbyn babies so you're lucky." He sighs. I sniffle, looking at him.

"Will you help me plan something?" I ask hesitantly. He nods, but gives me a stern look.

"But know I'm doing this for Daniel not you." I frown but nod. I guess I deserved that.

"Now go rest." I hesitate but nod. I knew tonight was gonna suck, not having the small boy in my arms, cuddling up to my neck.Man did I regret everything.

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I quickly scramble out of bed, barely making it to the toilet before I'm vomiting. There was tears in my eyes as laid my head on my arm. It wasn't long before footsteps were heard. I end up moving as I vomit again, feeling a hand rub my back gently.

"Hey are you okay?" I wipe my mouth with some toilet paper before tossing it in the toilet and flushing it.

"Yea I'm okay. I know you know Chris." I say quietly, standing up with the help of my older brother.

"Oh. Well either way I'm here to help. Let's go get you some tea yea?" I nod, the boy walking out of the bathroom with me.

I shuffle down the stairs as I rub my eyes tiredly. I didn't sleep very well last night without the blonde boy in my bed. I notice everyone was awake and at the breakfast bar.

"Hey Dani long time no see." Anna teases. I roll my eyes at the girl but smile.

"Hey sis."

"I made you some tea sweetie. And some pancakes." I nod, sitting at the bar. I quickly dig in, taking a few drinks of my tea. I felt wonderful.

Well, not for long anyway. I quickly scramble up and over to the nearest bathroom, throwing up my breakfast. I've noticed I tend to throw up at least 3 times every morning. It's not fun and I hate it. I spit into the toilet, grimacing as I place my hand over my stomach.

"Baby are you okay?" My mom asks, walking over to me.

"I'm fine. Just morning sickness." I flush the toilet and shakily get up. I wash my hands and rinse out my mouth before leaving the bathroom.

"Why don't you go get ready? You're appointment is soon yea?" I notice my family was staring at me.

"Um yea. In about an hour. I'll be back then." I say, smiling weakly. I head up the stairs, and into my room, glancing at my bag.