Scars // m.c. BOOK 1 (Completed)

CHAPTER 1

Zoe's POV

It's the day that I've been waiting for. Not because I'm excited that it's my birthday. Cause I can finally get out of this shitty place. I've been living in a Orphanage here in Michigan since when I was 10. Both my parents abandoned me and make me feel like it's all my fault. Yeah it's really shitty that your parents will blame you for something that you have no idea what you did.

Since then I'm afraid to love someone again. I don't even know what it feels like. To be loved and be inlove. Some people call me mental cause I act a little different like them. Well I don't wanna be a robot and be the same exact person they want me to be.

Being different with others is very hard. Different perspectives, different likes and dislikes, just different in lot of things in general. I just cant wait to get out of this hell hole. People aren't nice to me since the day I got here and it's been hell.

So I got out of bed and started to pack up my things and gonna head to the airport. I'm living with my grand parents in California. They contacted me a few weeks ago before my birthday that they will take care of me from now on. They're my mom's parents and I do met them once or twice when I was little. I'm pretty happy to see them to be honest. And I'm thankful that they wanna take care of me.

I'm almost done packing when the head mistres call me and tell me that the cab is waiting outside. I nod at her and told her wait for a sec. I closed my bag, put my phone in my back pocket, put my headphones on then get my bags.

I looked at my room mate and I was about to say goodbye but she just rolled her eyes on me. Hmm well I think no goodbyes for you then.

I walked out the room and saw the head mistres gave me my records like birth certificate and some stuff I have no idea what is it. She's kinda nice to me, she's just old and grumpy sometimes.

I thanked her and she hugged me. I was shocked that she hugged me cause I didnt expect her to do such thing as hugging or be nice at all. I hugged her back but break the hug immediately cause I heard the cab horned.

I smiled to her and walked out the door.  This is it, I'm finally free.  I feel scared and excited at the same time.  Scared cause I'm not sure if people will be nice to me, or what will happened to be out here. 

I took a deep breath when I finally get in the car. I told the driver to head to the airport and he started to drive. I looked out the window while driving away from that place.  I don't actually know what to feel about this.  If I should be sad or happy.  It's very complicated for me to think about my feelings. That's my problem.

I get my phone from my pocket and find my favorite song in my playlist.

I played the song " You lied all the time" by Beabadoobee. She's my favorite singer cause her songs are beautiful.

I sighed and look outside the window and trying to sync everything in. That I'm actually leaving and start a new life, meet new people, new place. But new is good right?

I just closed my eyes and just listen to the song, and not think too much.
Hope everything will turn out good...