Scars // m.c. BOOK 1 (Completed)

CHAPTER 14

Michael's POV

Everyone is waiting outside for the doctor. My legs can't stop from walking. still have the blood of Zoe on my hand and on my shirt. The image of her in the tub makes me break down into tears. I still can't process the things around me.

It's been hours and there's still no news about her. Calum and Bea got out for a minute to buy some coffee for us.  I'm not gonna move here, Im not going any where. I'm just staring at my hands with blood shot eye from crying so much. I'm a mess but I don't give a fuck anymore, all I worry right now is Zoe.

Someone opened the door and I saw the doctor approaching us, I got up immediately and my heart starts to beat so fast it makes me hard to breathe. "are you Ms. Miles family?" he asked us.  "n-no we're her friends. We're all she got now,  her grand parents died a few days ago" the word friend hurts me a little cause it's true, I'm just her friend nothing more than that even I want to be more than that.

"Ms. Miles is stable now.  Thankfully you guys bring her here on time cause she looses too much blood. And because of that we don't know when she'll wake up." I breathe out of relief. She's okay.  She didn't leave me,  she didn't left us. Thank you, Zoe for holding on. This time I'll take care of you no matter what. I thanked the doctor I even hugged him.

"But, I noticed something on her" the doctor said. I give him a confused look and let him speak.

"I noticed her scars on her arm, and it looks like self harm scars. Do you guys know about that? " the doctor asked me feeling concerned. I try to get away from the guys so I can talk to the doctor a little more private. I don't want them to know about Zoe's scars cause I know she'll get mad about it. I'm the only person who knows about her past and I promised her to keep it to myself and tell no one.

"yes sir,  I actually know about her self harm but she told me she stopped a few months ago before moving here in California. It's been rough for her" I told the doctor

"well I think she's doing it again Mr.?"

"Clifford, just call me Michael"

"well Michael when she wakes up I'll talk to her about that and prescribe her some anti-depressants for that" I nodded and feeling sad that she needs to take those meds. I'm thankful that her doctor really cares about his patients. I thanked the doctor and he walked away.

I tell them about the doctor said except the self harm part of course and they're relieved that she's okay. For now we'll wait for her to wake up and by that time I'll be by her side and the be the first person she'll see.

I asked them if someone can stay for a while to look out for Zoe so I can get a shower and change cause I'm covered with blood. Luke, and Ashton stayed while Calum and Bea go home cause Bea have work the next morning.
I say them goodbyes and got out of the hospital.

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I just finished taking a shower. I put some comfy clothes on cause I'll be staying the night at the hospital. I've decided to look out for her and I already told my parents about what happened.  They're fine with it and thankfully the school doesn't start yet.

I packed some things I'll need then put it on the bag. I get my phone and earphones from the night stand and also the charger. I texted Luke that I'm on my way back to the hospital. I said my goodnights and bye to my parents before I got out of the house. I started to drive and my phone ringed. It's Luke.

"hey mate what's up? " I asked

"Michael,  someone's here at the hospital, a guy and he's telling us that's he's Zoe's dad" wait her dad? How did he know about what happened to Zoe? And he have the guts to come here after what they did to her. I got mad and starts to drive a little fast than normal.

"I'll be there in a minute.  Don't leave Zoe alone with him.  We can't trust that guy" he said okay and I hang up.

I pull up at the parking lot of the hospital and get my bag before getting out. I walked fast as I can when I got in.  I saw Luke and Ashton with a black haired man wearing a jean jacket. I tried to calm myself down not wanting to make a scene.

Luke and Ashton saw me and got up from the chair outside Zoe's room.
"who are you guys?  Why are you here? " the man asked us with a annoyed tone in his voice. I clenched my jaw trying not to be rude to him even he deserves it.

"we're her friends, sir.  We're all he have right now.  And did you know that her grandparents died a few days ago? " I asked him with a smirk and I can tell that he got more annoyed.

"who cares about those two old fuckers! I'm here for my daughter!" his voice starts to get louder and it got some attention towards us. He really just call Zoe his daughter when they abandoned her 8 years ago. And he disrespect Zoe's grandparents, how dare him. I want to fucking punch him on the face with that annoying face he have.

I balled my fist and Ashton noticed it.  He patted my back trying to calm me down but it didn't work. "YOU FUCKING HAVE THE GUTS TO CALL HER YOUR DAUGHTET WHEN YOU HER PARENTS ABANDONED HER 8 YEARS AGO AND ENDED UP IN A ORPHANAGE! DONT FUCKING GIVE ME BULLSHITS! I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU'RE HER DAD CAUSE BASE ON HER SHE DOESNT HAVE A FUCKING DAD ANYMORE. SO BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE!" he about to punch me when Luke and Ashton stopped him.  They call security to take him out.

"WE'RE NOT FINISH!  ILL GET BACK AT YOU AND ILL FUCKING KILL YOU ALL!" I just watched the security get him out and his voice fade away when they turn on the corner. I sighed and just looked down. Ashton asked me what was that and I told them about Zoe's story. Except the self harm of course. And now that they know about it, it's more easy for us to avoid that man.

Luke and Ashton go home a few minutes ago and I'm here in Zoe's room seating beside her holding her small hand in mine. I looked at her almost lifeless body. Those eyes I wanna see but I can't cause her eyes are shut close, those lips that now pale that I wanna kiss.

"Zoe, if you here me it's me Mikey.  I'm here Zoe.  I'm not going any where,  I'll be here when you wake up. I wanna see those brown eyes again so please w-wake up." tears fell on my cheeks while talking to her. I almost lose her and that will never gonna happened.