Scars // m.c. BOOK 1 (Completed)

CHAPTER 13

Zoe's POV

I'm back home from my grandparents funeral. The house seems so empty and cold. I still can't process what happened. I asked my working place if I can have a week off and they let me.

I told everyone that I wanna be alone for some time to think. I don't want them to get even more sad because of me. I held my grandparent's picture and place it on the wall by the stairs.  I miss them,  I didn't even had much time with them. Tears fell down my cheeks, I don't know how to cope with this.  They're only family I have. My parents are nowhere to be found. Some relatives I don't really know came to the funeral but my mom didn't showed up. And I'm stupid to hope that she'll come. Even tho I don't know if she's still alive cause since then I haven't heard anything from my parents.

I go up stairs and decided to take a nap and just sleep this sadness. I curled up like a ball and starts to cry again still wearing the clothes I wore in the funeral.

What am I supposed to do now? I'm all alone. That thought stocked in my head and got tired then finally go to sleep.

Michael's POV

I'm very worried about, Zoe. It's been days since the funeral but I haven't talked to her that much. I've tried to call her and text her, yea she answers sometimes but most of the time she ignored our calls and messages. I understand why she's like this but I want to be there for her, to make her feel better, that she's not alone.

I'm in the man-cave playing video games with the lads and I can't get my mind off of Zoe, wondering what she's doing right now. I got up from the couch and they looked up at me.

"mate, where are you going? " Luke asked me

"Im going to Zoe's house. I'll check up on her.  I'm very worried about her" I said and they just let me go cause they  know I won't take a no for an answer.

I go up stairs in the living room and get the car keys from the counter. I have a bad feeling about something. I hope she's doing okay. Please Zoe, be okay.

I got out of the house and run towards the car.  It took me a few hours to got to her house. I tried to knock but no one answers. I started to feel sick and worried. I tried to find a spare key around the porch but there's nothing in here. I go to the back door but it's locked too.  I look up to see an open window and I saw her window open.  I climbed up almost fall but I have my grip. I'm outside of her window but she's nowhere to be found. Where is she?  I hopped inside and tried to call her.

"Zoe,  are here?  Where are you? " didn't get an answer,  just silents.  I go to her bathroom but it's locked.
"Zoe, are you in there? " still nothing
"it's me Michael. I just wanna check up on you I'm worried sick,  we all do. " still didn't get any answer. I tried to listen but it seems there's no one in there. I got this chills through my spine and just push the door away. 

I tried to open it but it took me minutes to finally open it and saw blood everywhere. "No this is not happening please no" I tool her out the tub and place her on my lap. I broke into tears and trying to wake her up.

I'm so stupid i should have protected you from doing this. I promised that but I failed. I didn't even tell you that I love you. Her blood is all over me and trying to reach my phone from my pocket. My shaking bloody hands starts to call 911 and call the guys and Bea about what happened. They just took them a few minutes to get here and the ambulance.

I'm in the ambulance with Zoe holding her hand careless of the people seeing me cry like this. I love Zoe so much and I'm such an idiot not telling her that sooner. "please, Zoe hold on.  I don't know what to do without you. I'm sorry I'm not there for you. I'm so sorry" I whispered to her and looking at her almost lifeless body.

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Woops! I know it's a short update but hey I posted 4 chapters today not so bad you know? Anyways, I had a lot of time writing so there you go indulge yourself with 4 chapters lol! Love lots!