"I feel addcited to it. I can't stop myself not to think this way or do such thing like this. I'm broken Mikey, you dont deserve me, no one wants me"
"But I do..."
I woke up by the sun ray from the window touching my face. I adjust my eyes from the light and start to scan the whole room. I can't able to look around the room and house last night cause I was so tired so I get into bed after eating dinner.
I can smell the eggs and bacon cooking down stairs and that makes my tummy growl. I get my phone and check the time and it's currently 8:15 in the morning so I've decided to get out of bed and go some where, a stroll or just looking around town.
I get out of bed then fix it and find something to wear. I put on some tunes to start my day. I always play something in the back ground to make myself in the mood.
I've decided to wear some grey and black long sleeves with dark brown skirt.
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I hop in the shower and do my thing. After that I put on some mascara. And yes that's the only thing I put on my face. I brushed my hair and blow dried it. I get my phone and put it on my pocket with my earphones.
I go down stairs and see my grandparents preparing for breakfast.
"Good morning! " I greeted them
"good morning sweetie. How's your sleep?" grandma asked
" it was fine. I was so tired last night so I didn't had a hard time to get into sleep" I sat down and paps put some egg and bacon on my plate.
"you going some where? " paps asked
"yea I'm planning to have a stroll, to familiarize myself from the place" I said
"here some money and buy something for yourself" grandma gave me hundred bucks and smiled at me.
" thank you nana. Oh and I'm planning to get a job so I can help you guys for the bills and all"
"no honey it's fine we can handle the bills. But if you want to get a work just save it for yourself" I almost done eating my food and finished my glass of water. I nod and smiled at them. I'm lucky that someone really cares for me now.
I wiped my mouth and stood up. "Ill head out now, see you guys later" I kissed them both on the cheek and head out.
"take care honey!" I put on my old black vans and put my earphones on.
"yes I will! See you later! " I shouted so they can hear me from the kitchen. I get out of the house and close it behind me. I started to walk in the pavement and just look around the neighbourhood. It's pretty quiet here.
Not too hot, not too cold. Just a perfect day for strolling. I walked for like 10 mins to get into the town. I'm planning to have some coffee somewhere cause I always start my day with a cup of coffee.
I'm in the main road and I can see a few shops. I entered a coffee shop and I was welcomed by the smell of the coffee. I really do like coffee. I looked at the menu and ordered a large cup of black coffee.
I waited for a few minutes to get my order. They called my name and get my order. I got out of the coffee shop and I've decided to take my coffee while walking around.
I'm humming along the song I'm listening.
I'm two blocks away from the coffee shop and I saw a music store and I they are hiring for a part timer. I get in and scan my eyes around.
I really do like music. It makes me feel things. And it helps me sometimes when I feel sad and all.
I look around the place and check out the records they have. I wanna buy some records but I still don't have a record player so maybe next time I'll buy my own record player.
I saw someone arranging the CDs and I assume that she works here.
"Hi, do you work here? " I still asked to be sure.
"Yea I work here, what can I help you with? " she asked while still arranging the CDs
"so urmm, I saw that ur hiring, can I apply for it? " I asked hopping that it's still vacant.
"oh yea we are. So you wanna start tomorrow?" woah that was quick
"yea sure I'll start tomorrow. What time? "
"the store opens 9 in the morning and it close 10 at night" she said. I nod
"okay I'll be here tomorrow. Oh wait do I have to give you my resume or something? Cause I don't have any on me right now"
"nah it's fine you can give it to me tomorrow, just leave me your contact number and name" she gave me a pen and paper and wrote down what she was asking.
"Zoe, I'm bea" she said and offered her hand. I took it and smiled
"Yea, nice to meet you"
" so yea, tomorrow 9am be here alright?"
" Yup noted" she seem nice and she's cute too.
"okay see you tomorrow, Zoe"
"see yah!" I started to walk out the music store when I bumped into someone.
"I'm sorry I didn't look where I'm going" I said and saw a tall guy with a bleached hair.
I got distracted by his eyes. There's something with him and made me distracted.
