i'm sorry i ain't been around

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Waking up next to the love of your life was surely a blessing. Perrie knew that the moment she woke up with Jade cradled in her arms.

She knew Jade was the one, she knew Jade was going to be her future. But somehow, every time she tried to propose, her tongue gets bitten back.

Leigh-Anne noticed, Jesy noticed, their mums noticed, the fans noticed. Everyone did and Perrie felt a wave of pressure coming into her whenever she tries.

"Good Morning, Lee Lee. How are you?" Jesy greeted with a bray, Leigh glared at her as she turned around, throwing a flip flop at her for being so loud, "Keep it down, you arse!" She hissed, Jesy squinted her eyes as she leaned closer to her best friend, "What? Am I interrupting your 'sneakily watching Jerrie' addiction?"

Leigh rolled her eyes as she faced Jesy, "What?" She asked, "Jesy, I swear to god I will kiss you if you won't shut up." She threatened, the brunette quirked her eyebrow as she smirk, "Then maybe I won't shut up." 

Leigh just sighed and planted a kiss on Jesy's lips quickly before turning back to the door, her attention on the blonde, "She's been holding on that thing for so long." She muttered, Jesy, still stunned by the kiss simply nodded. 

When Jade woke up, she didn't find Perrie beside her on the bed. It's been like this for quite a while now. Jade would wake up and would find nothing beside her. She should be used to it by now. 

She sauntered towards the kitchen to find a note with Perrie's handwriting, it said the usual don't wait up for me. At least she remembers to put a note today. 

Jade felt like shit, honestly. Perrie's been so distant lately and she hated it. She hated that no matter how hard she tries to get the blonde to talk she would say that she's tired and that Jade was overthinking. 

And it was true. Jade was overthinking about the possibilities Perrie might do. She's a goddamn goddess. She could fuck anyone she would want and they'd say yes. She's scared that somehow, she'll lose Perrie that way and it's been haunting her since Perrie came home with her hair screaming 'Sex!' all over it. 

Perrie leaned back on the chair as she grinned, humming the tune while she bopped her head. Today was the day she's going to put the song on a disc and ask Jade to marry her. Don't wait up for me my ass. 

"Hey, Zayn, thank's for letting me borrow your studio time." She greeted as she stepped inside the booth, the lad nodded. It took a while for them to heal but eventually, they stopped holding grudges on each other and just let them be. They're happy with their own lives, why fucking interfere?

Jade began dialling her number and the brunette felt a wave of anxiety rush through her when Perrie dropped the call. Honestly, Perrie felt so fucking bad because she had to do this, but when she's saving the song, she can't be arsed. 

Jade bit on her nails as she called Jesy this time, the girl picking up on the third ring. "This is Jesy's phone, who's this?" She heard a familiar voice ask, she furrowed her eyebrows, "Leigh, what the fuck is that you?"  

She heard shuffling from the other end of the line and she momentarily forgot her anxiety when she thought about Leigh and Jesy fucking. "Hey, Poopey, you alright?" Jesy asked, "Can you come over? And please, spare the details." She shuddered as the line went flat. 

"We're here and we're queer!" Jesy announced as she entered the Jerrie flat, Jade just chuckled dryly as she sat on the couch with her cup of tea, "What's the problem, babe?" Leigh asked as she sat beside the Geordie, Jade's face fell as she fumbled with her words. 

"I-I think Perrie's cheating on me." She frowned, her heart dropping to her stomach as Leigh and Jesy stared at each other, "She just seemed so distant these few weeks. One day she returned home with her hair all messed up and with a stupid grin on her face." She cried, Jesy could only cuddle the brunette as her phone rang. 

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