Our Little Secret ✔️

45

Michelle
"Peter are you okay?" I asked after what seems hours.
"I-I don't know" he sighed sadly.
I nodded understandingly.
"Do you believe Bailey?" He asked.
"Yes I do. She has no reason to lie. She's back with Elijah. She obviously never liked you. And by her telling us all of this, if it were a true, she would only be hurting herself, she doesn't gain anything from lying to us Peter. It makes sense why Gwen always just knew that had powers, why she was always just eager from the very start to get to know you" I said and Peter rubbed his head frustratedly.
I could see his hands were shaking in anger. His jaw was clenched making his jawline even more sharp and I so desperately wanted to run my fingers through it.
"I can't believe I was so fucking stupid!" He yelled out kicking the chair he was sitting on making it fly across the room in one swift motion. I flinched surprised by his aggressive outbursts.
"Peter you're not stupid, don't ever regret having a kind heart and trusting wholeheartedly. It's one of the best things about you loser" I said softly while his back was facing me.
I could see his chest falling up and down trying to control his breathing his back muscles flexing through the thin meterían of his loose sleeve.
"Did you just call me loser?" He asked softly turning around to face me.
I diverted my gaze from his muscles.
"It's been a while" I said rolling my eyes.
"It has" he said softly giving me his cute little happy smile.
"Whatever" I said chuckling lightly.
"MJ?" Peter said looking away from me.
Oh boy...
"If you're gonna apologize please don't." I said knowing him all too well.
"I have to MJ. I've been a total dick to you." He said guiltily.
"I agree" I said bluntly and he chuckled sadly.
"I just-I just didn't want to hurt you MJ" he whispered.
"Hurt me? Peter you did hurt me but by pushing me away" I said softly.
"Pushing you away is better then keeping you close and then having you dead" he said looking away from me.
"You can't protect me from death people can die at any given moment, but I'd rather die happy, then sad and alone don't you?" I said.
"MJ everyone in my life could vanish just like my uncle Ben. I care about you too much to loose you. If I had the chance to go back in time... to choose whether to have him close and let him die OR never see him again but seeing him alive. I would choose to NEVER ever see him again. I would choose to never hug him, never talk to him or even hear his voice, because at least I know he's alive." He said.
"But what good is it if you can't be near him? You can't live in fear Peter. You can't control someone else's fate." I said.
"I don't want you gone" I whispered weakly.
"I'm right here. Right here, right now, at this very moment, I'm siting right in front of you. That's what matters. There are a billion ways the future can fuck you up, and no matter how hard you try to avoid it, life sucks so fill it with people that make it worthwhile Parker" I said grabbing his clenched hands in my hand and he visible relaxed at my touch.
He stared at me as I ran my fingers through the already fading red marks on his hands
"So much shit for 'Don't do that, you're gonna hurt yourself MJ' and now you're doing the same" I said as I watched the marks disappear in amusement.
"I heal fast" he shrugged
"I don't give a fuck. You can be bulletproof for all I care." I said sarcastically rolling my eyes playfully.
My heart was beating fast as I sat in my bed gazing at Peter's normal hand. I was too much of a coward to look up. It was almost impossible to meet Peter's intense stare.
I knew if I did I wouldn't be able to stop myself from kissing him.
I could feel Peter presence hovering over me.
Get your shit together MJ...
I cleared my throat in an attempt to mask the tension and dropped Peter's hand from mine. Skin contact wouldn't be the wisest thing to do right now.
"Ahemmm" I try weakly still looking at the floor.
"Umm–sooo..." I tried lifting my gaze off the floor up to his face. The second I made eye contact with him I regretted it.
"We should go–" I stuttered lamely before Peter broad figure leaned over me and crashed his lips into mine.
He placed his left hand on my cheek and the other hand against the bed supporting his weight.
I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck. He smiled against my lips, caressing my cheek, I leaned closer to him pulling him closer running my hands through his soft curly locks
We eventually pulled away to catch our breaths, he placed his forehead against mine.
"If you go and ignore me another month for kissing me, I swear I will sonic wave your ass" I chuckled.
"I won't. I promise" he whispered softly while pecking my lips.
"We need to figure out what Gwen is planning. I knew it Peter! I knew she was hiding something from the very beginning" I said glaring at him in anger.
"I just felt bad for her" he whispered honestly.
"You felt bad for her? Seriously?" I said.
"Well I know how it feels to have all these weird powers and not knowing what to do with them. I know what it is like to feel like no one could ever understand and I didn't want her to feel alone. I guess it was just easier to be with her. Not only was I keeping you safe, but I was also helping her by dating her" he said.
"Shitiest excuse I've ever heard" I said rolling my eyes and pushing Peter off of me.
"MJ I'm  being honest" he said as I lifted myself off my bed and walked away from him.
"Of course you are because you're all about honesty right?" I said glaring at him angrily.
"I know I hurt you MJ and I'm sorry" he whispered looking at me sadly.
"No Peter. You broke me" I said.
"You know how bad it felt to have you tell me that that kiss we had meant shit to you. That you couldn't  be with someone as weak as me. You made all my possible nightmares come true. You rejected me because I wasn't 'good enough for you'. You chose to believe that shit she told you about me. You trusted her instead of me. You chose her over me so don't come with that 'I pity dated her' because we both know that's bullshit. Because if you didn't care about her, you wouldn't have done half the things you did to me" I said angrily feeling my hands shaking again.
I closed my eyes and took two deep breaths to relax.
"You're right. I do care about her but I don't love her MJ. I never did because no matter how hard I try to get you off my mind, all I could think about every single day was your curly hair, your beautiful brown eyes and that breathtaking smile that you would only ever show me. You Michelle Jones have my heart and I love you" he said walking towards me tenderly placing his soft lips on mine.
"I love you" he whispered in between kisses.
I couldn't help but smile and blush like a tomato.
"You love me?" I asked grinning like a 5 year old.
"I do" he chuckled wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling closer to his chest.
"I love you too loser" I said pecking his lips.
He chuckled as he stared in my eyes and then began laughing in amusement.
"What's so funny?" I asked laughing lightly.
"You're eyes are glowing" he said caressing my temples.
"They are? But I'm not mad" I said in confusion.
"You're eyes glow when you're overwhelmed by emotions. So maybe you're really happy right now and it's making your eyes glow" He said kissing my nose.
"Maybe you're right" I said smirking at him.
"What color are they?" I asked curiously.
"Silver" he said admiring them.
"Do you like them?" I asked softly.
"I like everything about you Michelle Jones" he said.
Our ship has finalllllly sailed!
MJ and Peter are together, your thoughts?
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