Our Little Secret ✔️

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*I'm watching Spider-Man FFH today, and I just realize that I update Spideychelle every Friday and I'm going to go watch our parents being cute together on the big screen on a FRIDAY.What a wonderful coincidence ♥️*
MJ POV
"Okay lunch will be served in 20 minutes" Melissa said kindly while we all stood talking to one another.
"So cripple Michelle how is your leg doing?" Flash asked.
"Much better, thanks for the concern" I said sarcastically.
"No rush in recovery, things are running smoothly without you, I'm taking care of everything" Flash said cockily.
"Yeah so I've heard. No wonder my phone won't stop going off, I've never receive so many messages in my entire life than this entire month. People keep complaining about your dick attitude and begging me to assign a temporary replacement. And if I haven't made it clear, Betty is in charge in my absence. Whatever issues you may have go to her and I expect you guys to respect her" I said looking directly at Bailey.
"If I can object, I think that Pete is better for the position. No offense Betty" Bailey said challenging.
"My decision also happened to involve Mr.Harrington's personal judgement of our classmates capabilities. So if you have any objections to Betty's position speak to him. Although considering Parker's constant absence and lack of team work, I doubt Mr.Harrington will reconsider. But by all means, you are free to do whatever you want" I said glaring at her.
She stared at me intensely.
"Fuck you" she said angrily
"Stop" Parker semi-whispered.
"I will not let this bitch talk to you like that" she said loudly.
"Listen bitch, if my Pete decided to cut you out of his life, it's simply because he realize the piece of shit you are. You're just another lame and broken girl with daddy issues." Bailey said bitterly smirking at me inching closer to me threateningly.
"I fucking dare you to talk about my dad you fake tiny ass midget" I said pushing her harshly making her trip and fall to the marble floor. I wobbled from the force due to my leg and Betty grabbed my arm to settle me quickly.
"I'm gonna fucking snap your neck" Bailey yelled out angrily while Parker held onto her arm and helped her up gently.
"Too bad I don't see a chair close enough to help with that" I said chuckling bitterly.
" I will kill you" she said pushing Parker and violently approaching me.
She lifted her hand and attempted to slap me and I easily grabbed her arm harshly
"I think the fuck not" I said while digging my nails in her skin.
She winced and I tighten my hold on her wrist.
"Don't you ever talk about my dad ever again or I'll be the one snapping your neck" I said threateningly glaring at her before roughly letting her go.
She immediately held onto Peter. He gently inspected her arm and ran his fingers gently over it.
"What's going on here?" Pepper came rushing in looking at the chaos on front of her.
"She fucking pushed me and almost broke my hand" Bailey said while fake crying on the spot
"What? Broke your hand?" Pepper asked in disbelief looking at me and I just nodded in agreement.
"Lunch is serve everyone head to the dinning area" Pepper said to the rest of students. They quickly left.
"It hurts"Bailey cried into Parker's shoulder
"Would you care to explain?" Pepper whispered to me.
"I can't let her talk crap about my dad" I said glaring at her.
"Violence is not the way" she said sternly.
"You're right it's not." I said defeatedly.
"I want to press charges. She attacked me" Bailey yelled out glaring at me.
"Well maybe next time try to be nice, usually gets people to treat you nicely" I said angrily.
"MJ enough!" Pepper said sternly.
"No one is pressing charges. If your grown enough to threat someone be grown enough to take a hit honey. The world will throw a lot of those at you, so grow a pair and get use to it instead of crying like a little girl" Pepper said empowering.
"But I–" Bailey began while Peter wiped her tears.
"A nurse will get you clean up. Head to lunch the food is really good today" Pepper said.
I turned around and walked away, as I near the elevator I felt a body slam against me rapidly and forcefully. The force making me fall over and hit my head against the metal door.
"You don't fucking know who you're messing with" Bailey said angrily gripping my injured knee tightly.
I yelled out in pain and tried to push her off me.
"Oh my gosh!" Pepper yelled shockingly.
Peter rushed over and quickly pulled Bailey off me.
"Bailey what the hell is wrong with you!" Peter said sternly moving her away from me.
I grabbed my leg in pain, tears in my eyes.
"MJ are you okay?" Pepper said kneeling down beside me worriedly.
"My le-leg hu-hurts" I said shakily.
"Your head, oh god you're bleeding" she said.
"You will be exported out of this building this instance, and you're refused access to this building ever again" Pepper said pointing at Bailey.
"She hurt me first. Like you said she needs to learn how to take a hit" Bailey said flipping her hair.
"She's in therapy for God's sake, you heartless piece of trash. Get out of my building before I personally kick you out" she said glaring at her.
"This way young lady" Happy said grabbing her arm.
"Pete baby lets talk" Bailey said trying to grab his arm. He shrugged it off
"Just go Bailey. I don't want to talk to you right now" he said angrily.
"Baby you can't–" Bailey started.
"Leave" Peter said harshly and happy pulled her arm and dragged her to the elevator.
"Take her to the medical facility now" Pepper ordered Peter.
"No" I said through gritted teeth.
"MJ please just collaborate. I'll check on your classmates" Pepper said.
"Hurry her head is bleeding"Pepper scolded.
Peter gently lifted me up and wrapped his arms around me bridal style.
I let out a whimper at the pain going through my leg. Peter glanced at me and instinctively rubbed circles through
my back to ease my pain.My muscles tensed and I flinched.
He stopped quickly, frowning at my reaction.Once we were inside the nurses office, a couple of nurses approached us
"What happen to you baby girl?"Maria said looking at me with concern eyes.
"She hit her head at the elevator door. Her leg might be injured as well. She was in a fight and her fall was pretty rough" he explain laying me down softly.
"In a fight? MJ?" Maria looked at me emphatically.
"My head hurts" I said holding my head.
"That's probably because you have a concussion sweetie. Your leg hurts how much from a scale 1-10?"Maria asked.
I quickly glanced at Parker not willing to let him see me in pain.
"Ignore him and look at me. Answer my question" she said grabbing my face softly.
"10" I answered briefly.
"I will apply pressure at different spots in your knee" she informed gently placing her hand on my knee.
As soon as she applied  pressure I let out a an agonizing whimper.
"I haven't even applied pressure yet" Maria said softly.
"Yes you did" I said defensively.
"No I didn't honey. We are gonna have to get some x-rays. See the damage on your knee. We don't know how harmful that fight was. You're still in recovery and you leg shouldn't be enduring anything right now, it's still weak" she said sternly.
"Is my leg going to be okay?" I asked.
"Let's hope you haven't done any irreversible damage to your knee" she said .
"I'll be back. I'll talk to your doctor" she said walking out and leaving me and Parker alone.
"Why would you do that to me?" I asked softly.
"I don't-" Parker said
"How could you tell her about my dad? How could you tell about my most intimate and vulnerable secret?" I said looking at him.
"I–" Peter said.
"How could I trust you? How could I be so stupid? Telling you about my dad? How fucking lame. But this is on me. This is what I get for thinking I can trust someone." I said angrily.
"I''m sorry"Parker said.
"Sorry isn't enough Parker. My family moved states because we wanted to forget all the pain. We wanted to start fresh. I isolate myself because I didn't want anyone near me and my shitty life. I didn't want anyone to see through me. To break my wall and see that I was drowning. Tell me what you see Parker. Look at me and tell me" I said standing up and grabbing his face with my hands forcing him to look directly in my eyes.
He grabbed my arm gently to keep me from falling.
"Please" he begged looking away.
"Look at me and tell me what you see" I said looking at him.
His gaze met my mine and it was silent for some time.
"What do you see?" I said sternly.
"I-I see... I see you...MJ. That's what I see" he said softly.
"Look deeper" I said.
"Please stop" he begged.
"Do you see my pain? The hurt? Oh I'm sorry I keep forgetting I always keep a Vibranium wall up. I forget that I'm not suppose to have feelings, because feelings lead to misery and disappointment" I said harshly.
"Out of all people, you had to tell Bailey how Michelle Jones, the school nerd and outcast that gives two shits about everyone is a broken and traumatized teenage girl. That beneath that resting bitch face there's a weak and pathetic girl that can't get her shit together for one damn second" I said as tears filled my eyes.
"That every day she walks in school pretending she doesn't care, pretending she knows it all. But her truth is far different. Everyday she wakes up and feels an overwhelming pain in her heart, and thinks to herself 'tomorrow will be better', but no one knows that her eye bags aren't for lack of sleep, but because she cries every single night. And she goes to school wishing she could tell people she cares but it's too scare to hurt them, so she's an asshole instead. She fears telling people 'I love you' because it might be the last time she'll say it. That's Michelle Jones"I said as tears ran down my face.
"I like keeping my shitty life private Parker. It was my choice to trust you and that was my mistake. My mistake was thinking that you were worth trusting." I said glaring at him before pushing him aside and falling over. He quickly reached over and grabbed me.
"Don't touch me Parker. You might be Queens hero but you're not mine. I don't need you. I don't need a hero to save me. Why didn't you just let that man fucking rap—" I said angrily.
"Don't finish that sentence" he said sternly.
"What rape me? Well guess the fuck what? I don't give a shit what you think. When his hands were on me, invading every inch of my body, my blood ran cold, and my body numbed. As his filthy fingers ran down my shirt down to my pants I—" I watched him grimace with every word before he grabbed my face with his hands
"Please stop. You're killing me" he whispered begging me as his face was inches away from mine.
"Am I really that worthless to you? I whispered looking down.
"Of course not." He whisper caressing my cheeks.
"I put you through a lot. I told you things I shouldn't have. Carrying that around must be a lot.I'm fucked up and I can't drag you or Ned down with me. It's simply not fair. I can't be your friend, you guys deserve better." I said meeting his gaze briefly before pulling away from him
"Stop. Don't do this. It kills me to see you hate yourself the way you do. Anyone would be lucky to have you in their life because you're an amazing person. I can't stand the idea of someone hurting you even if that person is you. Please let me help you, let me help you see what I see. I don't want to be your hero, I want to be your friend" he said pulling me back and lifting my chin up from staring at the floor.
"I can't–"I refused
"Let me be there for you" Peter said pulling me to his chest and wrapping his arms around me.
My body tensed at the sudden interaction and I try pulling away but his hold tighten around me
"Stop fighting MJ" he whispered running a hand through my hair.
"I don't know how" I choked out trying hard not to cry.
He pulled me closer if that's even possible and I slowly wrapped my arms around his lower back, hugging him tightly closing my eyes in comfort while tears ran down my face and soaked his shirt. This intimate gesture made my heart flutter. I couldn't help but feel his hard back muscles as I held him.
Does he have abs? Well he is Spider-Man so it wouldn't be crazy.
He buried his head in my hair
"I got you" he whispered sweetly, his hot breath against my ear.

It is FRIDAY! You know what that means.... NEW chapter! I really hope you enjoy it.
Anyways gorgeous family,
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