Her head was spinning around and she couldn't focus, how was she supposed to tell him this? They had been dating for almost 6 weeks now and he still didn't knew about her diagnosis.
She was sitting in the empty couch, looking out the clear window, looking at the small children running around in the snow, playing and laughing. Tears was about to fall from her cheek when someone knocked on the door, she wiped the tear away and got up, the blanket was around her and the headache was almost killing her. She opened the door and the cold air hit her like a baseball bat, she looked up at her beloved boyfriend was standing in front of her, he was furious and so disappointed
"still sick?"
"Yes, what're you doing here? not that i'm complaining"
"So i was talking with you mom today"
"And?"
"And she asked me if i could give you your medicin"
Her heart froze and she just looked at him, he wasn't supposed to find out this way. She hated herself for not telling him, but she knew he would leave her if she had told him in the first place.
"listen Jug-"
"No! Why didn't you tell me"
"Because i didn't want you to know"
"Oh so you just thought it would be better if i didn't know"
"Yes..."
"Wow, thanks"
"It isn't a big deal Jug"
"YOU'RE FUCKING BIPOLAR BETTY"
"I KNOW OKAY, DO YOU THINK IT'S EASY TO SEE PEOPLE IN THE EYES WHEN THEY FUCKING KNOW"
"But how do you think i felt when i had to hear it from your mother? don't you think it hurt me knowing you didn't trust me enough to tell me"
"It wasn't because i didn't trust you"
"Then what was it?"
"I was scared that you would leave me"
She wiped her tears away and took a step closer to him, but something had changes. He took a step back and just shook his head no
"No don't, you hurt me pretty damn much, I don't care if you're bipolar or anything else but I do care about the fact that we have been together for so long and you didn't tell me, how long had you thought that you would be keeping it as a secret?"
"I- I"
"How long Betty!"
"Idk until I was ready"
He wiped the tear away from his face and looked up trying to hide the fact that he was crying.
"I need to go"
"Please don't"
"I can't....this is seriously what else have you been hiding for me??"
"I can't tell you everything right now"
He just shook his head and walked over to the door. His heart was screaming stay, but his mind told him to go. If he couldn't trust her, then how was they supposed to have a relationship
"I'm sorry Betts"
I opened the door and she fell to the ground, her heart was broken and the tears was falling like a waterfall down her cheeks.
She screamed and just wanted to die, she loved him and she hated herself for not telling him the truth. She knew that if she just had told him the truth at the beginning he would probably still be here. She grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around her, still crying and sitting on the floor.
Tears fell down his cheek, but he knew it was the right thing for both him and her, he couldn't be with someone who didn't trust him, he needed her and he hated himself for breaking up with her like that, but it was for the best....
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