Love Affliction ✓

Chapter 13

Chapter 13: Downfalls

Eya's Point of View

I woke up early because there is something bothers in me. I can't control myself from thinking. I'm stuck between to go to Paris with him or just stay here with my children. I'm afraid to go with him because I know there will be chaos. I am a woman of peace, I don't like argument. I only want love and peace.

I sat here in my bed thinking deeper about what decision I will be decided. It makes me become hesitant especially Kristine knew that Kurt is with us. I put my second and middle fingers on my head and slowly massages it as a sign of certainty.

"Please God help me decide this." I said in a low voice. Kurt is in the other room kaya hindi ko pweding lakasan ang boses ko. I asked God for help. Ilang oras nalang we will be going to Paris. I have to decide as soon as really possible. I don't want things become useless.

Hindi pa rin ako mapakali rito sa aking kwarto kaya nama'y lumabas ako mula dito at tumungo sa kwarto ni Kurt. I want to hear his side lalo na't gusto rin ito ng mga anak ko. I want both of us decide it rightly.

Marahan akong pumasok sa kanyang kwarto dahil natutulog pa ito. Tumabi ako sa kanyang higaan. I miss his lips and his perfect smiles. Pain started to pound my chest, watching this beautiful handsome man laying in his bed. I kissed his lips. Sabik na sabik na kasi akong mahalikan ang aking asawa. I tried to hold back my tears as his curious sweet eyes met my gaze.

"Eya?" He asked. He slowly help his body from waking up. I couldn't watch him straightly dahil nahihiya ako. I feel shamed of what I did. "I'm sorry." I said and bowed my head. I wondered why his lips turn into curves kasabay nang pagtulo ng mga luha niya.

"No! No Eya, I should be thankful sa ginawa mo. I'm lucky." Nag-aalinlangang sagot niya sakin habang tinatapik niya ang balikat ko upang makuha niya ang tingin ko.

"Eya, I know that you love me that's why I didn't give up. I know you want a complete family. And that's my responsibility." - Maliwanag niyang sabi sa'kin na kaharap ko ngayon.

Unti-unting bumuhos ang mga luha ko rito. I have finally realized his intentions. He just wanted us to get back. Bahagya na lamang akong napayakap sa kanya nang mahigpit at tuluyang dumaloy ang mga luha.

"I'm sorry Kurt for being too selfish. I did not even hear your sides. I didn't give you a chance to be a better person." Sabi ko sa kanya kasabay ang dahan-dahan kong pagtanggal ng aking yakap.

"No, You don't have to apologized and blame yourself. It's all my fault. Kasalanan ko lahat ng 'to dahil sa nagpadala ako ng tukso. Hindi ko magawang lumaban at ipaglaban kayo. I was definitely a coward." He held my hands tightly, wearing his innocent smiles makes me in love again.

"I love you." I said. "I love you too, Eya." He closed his eyes and kiss me in a romantic way. Ibinuhat niya ako rito.

"Kurt please put me down." I kept on asking pero nilubos na niya ang pagkakataong ito. "Hey!" Nagulat ako nang may nagsalita sa aming likuran.

"Draine have you heard the word sa sa---" Hindi natapos ang sinabi ni Drake nang magsalita 'yung kapatid niya.

"What?" Draine asked. "That phrase when people saw couples in the street?" Tanong niya ulit.

"Yeah, It's like san san---" Putol na sabi ni Draine. "SANA ALL!" Malumanay na sigaw ni Drake rito nang matandaan na niya ang salita.

"Yeah you're right." Ngiting giit ni Draine. "SANA ALL!" They shouted. Nakakatawang malaman na sumasabay pala sila sa uso ng katarantaduhan ng mga single.