Chapter 39-Bad Moon Rising

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If you listen to this song as you read it gives you a whole new set of goosebumps! 

Song is Bad Moon Rising by Mourning Ritual

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Freedom. 

Such a simple word yet there is so much it means for someone tortured.

 I was stupid, i knew better than to let myself fall in love with someone who was not my mate. I new more than anything that i wanted him. Sadie wanted the Mercury wolf, i wanted Max, how can we solve this?How can be at war with our hearts.  I needed to cut the cord, the cord of my life. 

Now as im falling i can only see my family's pain stricken faces, the tears they will cry and the wolves that will be blamed for this mess. No one other than Vicky and Millie knew that i had a mate, well except for the delusional ass-whole himself.  

Some think that Suicide is a way out, an end to their endless torture and madness. We don't realize that it may be an end to our torture, but for those we love it is only the beginning of an endless cycle for them.

We may be gone but they are left with questions that can not be answered and the pain of our absence. Grief, Sadness, regret and fear where strong in water like blood leaking from a corpse. 

Hitting the frozen water i felt my body shriek in protest at the drop in temperature. I watched as the moon above us got smaller and smaller, i was sinking into the endless black water. Was this what i really needed to do? Was this my only option, i was so sure at first, now i am second guessing myself. 

The whispers of the darkness called to me....Sarah.. they say...Sarah....you are far from home...where do you belong?....

I turned my head as i felt a presence, i was no longer sinking, i was floating just far enough under the surface of the water not able to touch it. The angry waves swayed be back and forth, as i held my breath. I strained my eyes in the darkness as the figure swirled around me calling to me, reaching for me. 

Sadie snapped at the figures as more came into view, she was scared i could feel her more than ever under my skin. I was surrounded by black swaying orbs, their eyes were shining a light green. They were distorted, like looking at your reflection in choppy water, was it my reflection?

Bubbles escaped my lips as i tried to hold on to the last remaining air from my screaming lungs. 

I reached to touch the figures i felt calling to me, i was unsure of allowing it, i let the bubbles continue to release from my mouth. I was loosing consciousness, it was done i thought. I was finally going to have my freedom from this war of heartache.  

The water rushed though my lungs and i began to sink again, i tried to push myself to the surface. I failed as i began to sink again, fingers outstretched to the moon as it faded away. 

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Kovue's POV~

I was standing on the edge of the forest, watching my warriors sleep. The moon was disappearing beneath the treeline and the sun starting to shine though them in its opposite position. After Sebastian agreed to help me i had ran back to the pack in hopes no one had noticed my absence. 

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