Alpha Games

Chapter- 44 Calling Home

The scent that you left on my pillow, 

The sound of your heartbeat with mine, 

The look in your eyes like a window, 

The taste of your kiss soaked in wine, 

Every little thing, the high, the hurt the shine the sting. 

I guess you forgot what you told me, because you left my heart on the floor. 

Baby your ghost still haunts me, but i don't want to sleep with him no more. 

Every little thing...

I remember every little thing, the high, the hurt the shine the sting. Every little thing. 

They say time is the only healer, god i hope that isn't right,cause right now i would die to not remember every little thing...... 

Hearing the beautiful voice singing touched my soul. Sebastian had left me his phone so i could call home today, after he gave me his code i turned on a music app and when She started so sing i lost it. Thankfully i was in the shower and the water paired with the music drowned out my loud angry sobs. 

Max, you bastard. The only thought floating through my brain is how could he do this to me. 

I had dreamed i was home and in his arms as he kissed my forehead gently and nuzzled into my neck whispering how much he loved me. The dream was so real, i could smell his citrus scent and feel the pressure of his arms around me. 

I woke up confused and when i noticed i was alone and in Sebastian's room i cried. So far this morning i have not been able to hold myself together very well. I was glad Sebastian had already left, his note under the phone was sweet but didn't lift my spirits. 

My Queen, 

You looked like an angel with a halo of blonde hair and a beautiful tan leg wrapped out of the blankets.I had thought i was dreaming at first, It took all my inner strength to hold my beast back from touching you. I hope you sleep comfortably, i am sorry to leave you but i must get things in order with my father. Have a nice shower and i will wake you if you are not already for surprise lunch. 

See you soon, Love your Sebastian. 

I cried until the water had turned cold forcing me to get out. I scolded myself when i looked into the mirror at myself. My red puffy eyes and flushed cheeks where a dead give away i had been crying. 

I shook myself from my thoughts when i heard Emily knocking on the door her ocean scent seeping through the crack under the door. "Sarah ive got you some clothes, may i come in?" 

I opened the door with the towel still wrapped around me, this was becoming a morning routine for us now. I enjoyed waking up to see her, she had told me i was the highlight of her day as well. It made me feel pity for her but i masked it as best i could. 

"So you and Sebastian slept in the same bed i see, does that mean you accepted him?" Emily almost squealed the last part. 

I shook my head at her enthusiasm "No we just slept. I even built a pillow wall between us so we wouldn't touch."

"Hmm.. well that interesting. See i have never seen him smile as much as he has been today or his thanking the maids for cooking. I had just assumed you both gave into the extreme sexual tension you share." She shrugged as she handed me the clothes and turned around to wait for me to get dressed.