Alpha Games

Chapter- 55 Acceptance

Another sleepless night, I dreamed of the three men invading my every thought. How do you stop thinking of someone when every time you close your eyes you see theirs. Echos of their voices sound throughout my mind, each one carrying there pet names for me. 

"Sar, want to go with us to the lake for a swim?" Millie tugs at my floral print tank top while we sit with our lunches on the patio. Pulling me from my thoughts i turn my head to smile at her. 

She along with Gezara and Vicky have been my distractions even though Izzy is barely with us now. Since she and Bruce fully mated she is stuck to him like a whinny toddler, i know that is horrible to say but seeing them two together only makes me more bitter. 

Millie starts picking up our plates as Vicky and Gez start to clear the food away. I picked up glasses as we all made our way into the pack-house kitchen. I haven't seen Max in a few days and i was glad for that, he still hasn't spoken to me since he proclaimed he was going to reject Vicky. I didn't have the heart to tell her or anyone what he told me. 

"Lets grab our swimsuits and meet back here in T-minus 10 minutes!" Vicky clapped her hands excitedly as she pulled Millie along with her down the hallway. I waved to them as i turned to head to my room as well. Gezara followed next to me and we walked in silence, it became that defining silence where you can tell the other wants to speak but doesn't know what to say. 

I passed her doorway as she called out to me "Ill see you in a few minutes. We are going to have so much fun." I waved to her as if to answer her back and continued down the hallway, i heard her sigh as the door clicked shut. What was i to say?

Entering my room i laid back on the bed flopping out into the starfish position as i groaned. I ran my hands down my face and sighed loudly. Maybe i should talk with Gezara like Sebastian had mentioned, maybe then she might help me make sense of all this. 

'SARAH, ENOUGH WITH THE PITY PARTY. I MAY BE PART OF YOU BUT I CAN'T TAKE THE MOPING ANYMORE! I NEED TO RUN AND LET OFF SOME STEAM! ANY OTHER SHE-WOLF WOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE SO MANY MALES TRAILING US' Sadie growled into my mind. I huffed at her but did agree she needed to run. 

'Ill let you out after we go swimming with the girls, i didn't trust you so much with all the testosterone that was here before. You are just as confused as me about who is the best for us, you could sympathize a little bit you snooty wolf.' I snapped back at her.

 She growled in return 'GOOD THING THE GAMES ARE ALMOST HERE AND WE WONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT ANYMORE. I TRUSTED YOU SO MANY TIMES, I GUESS I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES ABOUT THE OTHERS FEELINGS. IN CASE YOU FORGOT WE SHARE A BODY!' 

I huffed and shut her out, she was right and i knew it. Knocking pulled me from my thoughts as i growled in annoyance. "Hold on" I yelled through the door as i ran to the closet to get my swimsuit. I decided on the forest green two piece with the golden swirl pattern wrapped in the waist band and top strings. 

I opened the door shocked at my father standing on the other side. "Hey troublemaker, did i catch you at a bad time?" He looked past me into my room as if i was hiding someone, i scoffed and opened the door wide for him to come in. 

"No dad, i was actually expecting you to be one of the girls. We are all going to the lake to swim, the weather is beautiful and im sure the water has warmed up enough". He Hummed as he stepped inside going to sit on my bed. 

"Ah, well that is good, i hope you all have fun." My father's voice held a sadness to it as he looked around my room. I tilted my head to the side in question as i watched him, he seemed as if he wanted to say more but couldn't bring himself to utter the words.