Alpha Games

Chapter 53-Brotherhood

Sebastian POV~

Another sleepless night here in the Ice Wolves Pack. I know her father paired Kovue and i in the same room as not only punishment but to push us to be friendly. I doubt this brotherhood can be mended since he refuses to acknowledge me. I can feel his hard gaze on me whenever we are close in proximity. 

Everyday is the same, Bruce the head warrior here pushes me further but i can already tell a difference in not only my endurance but my strength as well. I feel like i am ready to challenge my father, i will win. I have to win, i will stop at nothing to avenge Sarah. She is my muse,my reason for breathing, my queen. 

It's killing me to know Sarah is here and i can smell her all around but can't hold her. I need to feel her warm body next to me, my soul is restless. I tried to go to her room last night, i was almost caught by the guards at her door. I knew that it was a risk but i needed her with me i gave up after i seen them at her door.....

The week we got to spend together was one of the best of my life. Everything she is and will be intrigues my beast and I. Her laugh is like a snow storm that freezes my heart and her smile is the sun to thaw it. I have been training as hard as i can, pushing myself everyday. Sarah has not been back to the pack training since Kovue pinned her. 

I was so pissed at him, he took it to far and he knew it. She has been through so much in the past weeks and I knew that being back home was a stress. She did run away but never told me the reason behind it. I tried so many times to catch her alone just so i could ask her how she was doing, only for her to disappear before i could reach her. 

Part of me thinks she is avoiding us on purpose, i can only imagine how hard this must be for her. After i learned Kovue was her true mate it made me sick, he is my half brother and i loved him. I could see how hurt he was after finding out she was with me the whole time he searched. In my defense he never said he was looking for his mate, had he opened up to me i would have told him everything. 

That is a lot of Kovue's problem, not just his anger which can be blamed on his wolf Kaine but he suffers in silence. He would rather keep things bottled up and let it explode all at once in a fit of rage tearing things apart then keep an open mind on things. I know he blames me for her being taken, hell i blame myself too. 

I didn't fight him to shut up his lies, i knew he was right, i fought him to shut up my inner thoughts too. I didn't need him to add to my guilt i already carry for her suffering. Moon only knows what was done to her at that place without my eyes on her. The way she was dressed was enough to tell me what the bastards had planned for her. 

When her father told us she was being sold in a few hours we had to act fast. I tried to calm Kovue as much as i could but he shoved me away, we almost fought then as well. Kaine was on edge as well as himself, i understood the pressure he was under. I felt he pull to her the impossible feeling to ignore growing for her. 

After we saved her and where brought back here i had told him i was staying to train and challenge my father. I could feel his pride but once he looked at Sarah its like he shut down again, lost in his own thoughts. I know he only stayed to make sure i kept away from her, i dont blame him though, its getting harder to stay away. 

The strict orders from her father kept sounding in my head as i search the grounds for her scent. Its a Saturday and i know she wasn't at school, I had to see her to tell her i was leaving first light to Arcadiana to challenge my father. I was going to kill him, if i didn't succeed i have already told her father he needed to invade and finish what i started. 

He had patted my shoulder and complimented me saying he thought i could do it and his pack did too. Jake and Emily will be returning with me but i have arranged for Jake to take my place at the throne if i loose.