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CAN I JUST SAY...

I was rewatching episodes 4,5,6 of Star Wars and I realised...
When Leia tells Han that Luke is her brother, Han says' When he comes back, I won't get in the way.' Leia laughs and says' It's not like that at all!'

Han has a look of dawning realisation and relief on his face. This made me wonder: what happened in his past that made him have so much self-doubt? He acts all confident and sruff, but that is probably to hide the fact that he is unloved and does not believe in himself.

He loves Leia, and was so scared of being rejected by her. His mind automatticaly jumped to the worst case scenario when she started speaking, because tough guy Han Solo is unloved.

Sorry, this just randomly came to my head. Am I the only one who's brain generates wierd stuff?