Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Andon ako sa point na ayokong tumayo sa kama. Hindi ko alam kung nakatulog nga ba ako or inisip ko lang siya buong gabi. Nakakainis bakit ba kasi nag inarte pa ako kung saan alam ko namang he really depress. He once told me that this possible win will going to be a big part of his full scholarship and knowing he failed to have it I know how bad he feels. My guilt are making my mind wide awake whole night and is so frustrating. I want to text him,to ask if how he is but I don't know how and I'm afraid he don't need my concern anymore.
Bumaba ako ng mabigat ang ulo. Para gusto kong pumikit peru ayaw makinig ng utak ko. Manang Ingrid preparing breakfast on the kitchen.
"Is Tita Laura's home?"
I ask her. Its almost 8 in the morning and I doubt kung nasa bahay pa siya.
"Maagang umalis..wala ka bang pasok?"
Tanong ni Manang Ingrid sa akin. Im still wearing my PJ's at halos nakahalukay pa ang buhok. Nilagyan niya ako ng plato with egg,bacon and fried rice. Nagutom ako bigla.
"Induction Ceremony later this afternoon and hindi ko feel na umattend.."
Kasi talo si Gab. Malungkot kong sagot kay Manang at nagsimulang sumubo.
"Di nanalo yong Gab?"
Paano ba nalalaman ni Manang lahat?Hindi naman ako nagsasabi. I look at her frowning in curiousity.
"Basurahan..don ko nakita.."
Oo nga pala yong plyers. Ngumiti nalang ako ng plastic.
"Hindi.."
I dryly said. Manang cleaning the sink keep on glimpsing at me. I dont know why. I continue to eat ignoring her. Wala talaga ako sa mood. Nag ring ang telepono kaya dali dali din niyang sinagot iyon. I also finished my food and get a milk in the fridge. Narinig kong tinawag ako ni Manang Ingrid . Lumapit ako sa sala. Sino naman tatawag sa akin.
"Ms Gomez daw.."
My art teacher? Anu naman kailangan niya?
"good morning Ms. Gomez.."
"Gab I need you here today I have some important agenda for you, can you come asap?"
"okay Ms..I'll be there asap.."
She said thanks and binaba na ang phone. Anu naman ang kailangan niya? Ngayon pa na wala ako sa mood pumunta ng school. Kainis talaga.
Having no choice I get ready at pumunta na sa school. Everyone is busy getting ready for Induction later. I can see Monique who leading the team.Feel na feel niya na talaga ang sarap sabunutan. I went directly to Ms. Gomez room peru wala siya don. I sit in the side at nagdecide na mag antay.
Hindi ko alam kung nasaang lugar ako but I feel someone shaking my shoulder and saying my name.
"Kath..Kath..Kath.."
Am I dreaming. Gusto kong makita kung sino ang taong yon peru ayaw talaga bumukas ang mata ko.
"Nakatulog Ms.."
rinig ko sabi niya. Natutulog nga ako. Buong lakas kong pinilit na magising hanggang sa maimulat ko ang mata ko. Slowly.....and I thought I am dreaming again when I see his face smiling at me very close.
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