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sofia groaned loudly as she stared back at the sparkly dress hanging off the hanger being held by her best friends hand.
"no ! absolutely not!" she exclaimed immediately shaking her head in disgust as she crossed her arms stubbornly.
"come on Sofia!" Carly whined loudly
"they sent this dress just for you , I can't just send it back!" she told her motioning towards the little bundle of flowers and card they had also sent.
sofia snatched the card off the table and looked over at the designers name , her nose scrunched up in distaste.
"I didn't ask for them to send it to me! i'd have been perfectly happy turning up in jeans and a shirt!" she shot back annoyed.
she was NOT a dress girl .
she couldn't even remember a time that she had ever worn one , they made her look awkward and even shorter than she already was and she hated it.
now that she was in a band and was well known it was something the media kept picking at her on .
the fact that she wasn't 'girly enough' or whatever that meant .
she still had tits and a vagina so she was pretty 'girly' in her opinion .
it just wasn't her . she didn't like looking perfect , prefect was boring and there was enough pretty girls out there to admire.
she didn't want to be one of them .
she was a singer not a model , all she wanted to do was write songs and thrash about on stage like a animal .
she didn't want cameras flashing in her face , she didn't want her private life on blast .
she didn't want kids idolising her and wanting to be her.
hell , most days she didn't even want to be herself !
she was a human , she fucked up sometimes , she made mistakes and she did whatever the fuck she wanted because it was her life , not there's.
sofia didn't know why it was so hard for them to understand.
she didn't want to be something she wasn't , just because she was a 'celebrity' didn't mean she had to be a fake version of herself,
she didn't fucking want any of that shit.
she was happy in her tiny apartment with Melvin, her cat , and her close friends .
