The Stars Don't Hold Our Fate (Jotaro x Reader x Kakyoin)

29: Decisions, Giggles, & Hidden Abilities

You feel yourself inching further and further away from your blind rage, as they speak with lightheartedness and reasoning in their tones. You feel the burning sensation leave your skin and you are instantly exhausted from all the adrenaline leaving your body. You feel a sense of relief and the group smiles at you, and then...darkness.
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You wake up feeling exhausted. You open your eyes only to be immediately blinded by the sun, and you use your hand to cover the bright light.

"She's awake!" Polnareff yells.

You take a moment to look around the area. You were still in the same place as before you passed out, only now you were on the ground. Kakyoin makes his way toward you and Polnareff, who had you laying in his lap.

"Are you okay? You passed out," Kakyoin says simply. You nod your head and sit up, thanking Polnareff. You begin to recall everything that happened before passing out...

'AH!!! I was fighting Jotaro! I was attacking the group! I'm such an idiot!'

You quickly look around the area, Joseph and Jotaro are nowhere to be seen. "Is everyone okay? Where's Joseph and Jotaro? Where is Dan?" You ask in a fast and worried voice.

"We're right here, calm down," Jotaro mutters as he and Joseph walk back towards you and the boys. Joseph was holding a brown paper bag, and he pulls out a water bottle and hands it to you, "How're you feeling?"

"Thanks. I'm fine... But what about you guys? I'm so sorry... I keep activating that stupid shield. I didn't mean to fight you guys. I-I'm sorry, it's my fault," you say full of shame. You had to learn how to stop getting easily triggered by the enemies you encounter. You put your head in your hands and let out a deep sigh.

"What happened? You wouldn't just use your Rage Shield without reason..."Polnareff asks rubbing your back comfortingly. You give him a small smile and you speak up.

"W-Wait, can I at least heal you guys first? It's my fault you're hurt, let me just-"

"Heal yourself first," Jotaro says roughly.

You immediately look up at him, and he didn't have any trace of anger on his face. He probably didn't mean for that to sound so harsh. You nod and pull out your stand and leaf shield. You heal yourself and you don't feel as tired or sore anymore. After that was done, you gulp down your water bottle.

"Better?" Kakyoin says as he nudges your arm. You nod and smile at him. You go to heal the rest of the group, but you're stopped again. They wanted to hear you explain everything first. You let out a quick huff of frustration. You wanted to heal them because you knew you were a part of the reason some of the group was hurt. You explain to the group everything that Dan put you and Jotaro through, and Jotaro occasionally chipping in to explain what you forgot. The group grimaced at some parts, but they all listened intently to what you both had to say.

You finally finish, "... And from there on, you experienced for yourselves."

"What a sick bastard," Polnareff grumbles. You comfort Polnareff, knowing that the talk of your and B/f's harassment, was a touchy subject for him considering what his sister had gone through.

"Where is Dan by the way?" You ask. The group gives each other a look. You remember that you knocked him into the building, but he wasn't there anymore.

"Um, he's dead. You killed him," Kakyoin says.

'WHAT? I KILLED someone?!'

You felt a stab at your heart and you instantly felt guilty. You had never killed anyone before and even though Dan was a sick bastard, what right did you have to kill him? Did this make you lower than Dan himself, because you went as far as to kill him? Some of the enemy stand users had died while fighting, but you were never the one to finish them off. You stay quiet and contemplate your feelings.