Yours, Now and Forever Book #2(A Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

Ch. 14

Vivian woke up to find Jordan staring at her. She was laying on her stomach, her head turned on her pillow facing him. He was laying on his side facing her, he was running his fingers up and down her naked back. "Good morning, beautiful. How'd you sleep?"

Vivian began to turn over, she quickly realized she was still naked. She pulled the sheet up to cover her breasts. She looked embarrassed. "Good morning. I slept too good I guess. It took me a few seconds to remember what year it was." She laughed, then asked, "What time is it?"

Jordan looked at the clock, "It's only 8:15. You haven't slept the day away. You want to talk about last night?"

She pulled the covers over her head, but Jordan could see her shaking her head back and forth. "Viv, it's not something we can just not discuss. It doesn't have to mean anything. Just that you missed my incredible body and the mind blowing things it can do to your body."

She peeked out of the top of her covers. "J, I don't know what this means. I mean things are good at home. Orlando and I are happy. I don't know why I'd do this to him. But I don't feel bad for some reason. Being with you just feels like...it feels right. Like home."

Jordan smiles. "I still feel like home to you?"

She slides over to him and be embraces her. "Mm hm, this right here feels like I'm home after being gone too long."

"Stay." So much is said with just that one word. All of a sudden it's such a complicated word, that holds so much meaning.

"Stay? What do you mean?"

He tightens his arms around her, "Stay with me. Don't leave again. Stay. Forever."

"Oh. Oh God Jordan I can't stay here with you. I'm married and my husband is in California. My job is in California. My home is in California. Our daughter's school and classes are in California. My life is there. I can't stay. I'm so sorry. I didn't think before I acted last night. I shouldn't have let this happen. I shouldn't have made this happen. I'm sorry J, I just got carried away." Suddenly she feels bad, but not for what she's done to Orlando, she feels bad for what this might do to Jordan.

Jordan lets Vivian go, he sits up and looks at her. He looks hurt,  "Are you saying last night was a mistake? Do you regret it?"

She doesn't even have to think about it, "No Jordan, I don't regret it. Not sure yet if it was a mistake. As long as no one else is effected or hurt by it, then no."

"Are you going to tell Orlando?"

"I don't know Jordan, do you think I should? I'm not trying to hurt him." She asks him almost sarcastically. Then something clicks in her mind. Orlando. She gets up from the bed and walks out to look for her purse. She finds it in the living room. She looks at the five missed calls and ten text messages. Shit!! All of them are from Orlando. Vivian stops in the bedroom doorway to listen to her voicemails.

Jordan just stares at her. Until finally she says, "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" He just smiles, "Because you are so fucking beautiful. Standing there, naked, in my doorway. It's the most beautiful site I've ever seen."

She sits her phone on his dresser. She stands there and stares back at him. God she loves having his eyes on her. She loves how he looks at her. She loves how he makes love to her. She loves how he loves her. And she loves him.

His eyes are smoldering now. She can feel his eyes on her body. Heat begins to pool between her legs just from him staring at her. She knows this is going to have to end soon, because she has to get back to her Dad's. But she has to have him one more time.

After making love to him one more time, and for the last time she swore to herself, they get dressed and head downstairs. "You want some coffee before I take you back to your dads?"

"That sounds amazing actually. I left my phone upstairs, I'll be right back." She runs up and grabs her phone. She listens to the rest of her voicemails, then reads her texts. Orlando didn't have anything important to say, just the normal pleasantries. She doesn't call or text him back. Its three hours earlier there. She'll wait until she gets back to her dads.

Vivian sits on one of the barstools sitting at the breakfast bar. Jordan fixes her a cup of coffee. He remembers exactly how she takes her coffee. Jordan watches her, there's something going on with her. She's acting different.

"Viv, tell me what's going on with you? I'm not complaining, I enjoyed last night immensely. But this isn't you. You're not a cheater. You're one of the most loyal people I've ever known. There's no way you would be okay with cheating on your husband. So what's going on with you and Orlando?"

Vivian shakes her head, "Its nothing Jordan, nothing's going on. We're okay. Maybe you don't know me anymore." She's upset he's prying. She doesn't want to tell him what's going on with her. "Let's get going, I need to get back to Dads."

Jordan doesn't want to leave it alone. He wants to know what's going on with her. "I think I still know you pretty well Viv." He wants to say more, but they'd had such a good time, he doesn't want to ruin it. So he just starts joking with her and making her laugh. They talk about when they were teenagers, tease each other about stupid things they'd done. They're laughing hysterically when they pull up in front of her dads house. No sooner had Vivian stepped out of the car, Diane is coming out the front door.

"Oh God Vivian, where have you been?" Diane's eyes scan her appearance and Jordan's, "you better get inside and get cleaned up, your husband is on his way here from the airport. He called your dad early this morning needing our address so he could take a cab here, so your dad went to pick him up. They're on their way back now. Go, get changed. I'll call your dad and stall them, send them to get some groceries." Diane smiles and winks at her.

Vivian heads towards the house. She turns back to look at Jordan, "Jordan, can we talk for a second?" She motions for him to follow her. And of course, he does.