Homosaurus

19

"Youngjae I'm gonna shower." Jaebum announced while sitting up off the couch.

They hadn't done much but sat around on the couch for a few hours watching the nature channel that Youngjae had taken an interest to. Jaebum tried to do something productive with the hybrid, but Youngjae just wasn't in the mood to learn or play anything at the time, which he decided not to argue.

It had gotten late, and Jaebum had to soon prepare some dinner, but he liked showering first before hand since a full belly often lulled him right to sleep.

Youngjae perked up at the sound of a shower, for the first time in a while taking his eyes off the television screen. "Can I come?"

"No." Jaebum quickly replied. He was firm, mostly because that kiss still floated around in his head, and though he was pretty good at ignoring it, being near Youngjae was still rather difficult without thinking about it.

The hybrid frowned, sitting up from the soft couch cushions. "But you said you'd shower with me-"

"That was when we were in the lab. Now we're in my place, so my rules."

A pout settled on the hybrid's face as he watched Jaebum stand up from the couch. "But I wanna do it with you..."

"I don't trust you. You'll start acting weird again..." Last time they showered things got... out of hand. And Jaebum didn't know what may happen if he stood naked in front of Youngjae again, he just didn't want to risk it.

Youngjae huffed, angrily folding his arms. "Fine."

"Don't be mad." Jaebum cooed, unable to stand his adorable puffed cheeks when he didn't get his way. He ruffled the hybrid's hair before turning and heading off to the bathroom.

Despite him telling Youngjae he couldn't come, thoughts of the hybrid still followed Jaebum into the shower. With the warm beads of water beating down on his back and the constant reminder of Youngjae's soft lips against his own, it was hard to think of anything else but him.

He remembered the way Youngjae touched him the last time they showered together. He shouldn't be thinking about it, especially not in the suggestive way his mind was molding it in. He was human, Youngjae was a hybrid. It should feel weird to have intimate thoughts about something not even fully his species.

But Youngjae's human side often took over more than his dinosaur side, so Jaebum never really looked at him as a hybrid unless he was doing studies or examinations. Therefore the thought of Youngjae's hands sliding down his body didn't weird him out in the slightest and instead did the complete opposite, which was the scary part of it.

All he could imagine was being touched soft and slow just how Youngjae had done before, in places that he probably shouldn't be imagining. He briefly wondered if Youngjae had similar thoughts about him, and maybe that was why he begged to shower together again.

All he knew for sure was that he felt shameful reaching between his legs to take care of the 'excitement' that had grown from his totally non-innocent thoughts of the hybrid. He should feel weird about relieving himself to the imaginative scenarios between him and Youngjae in his head, but he didn't feel weird and instead felt pathetic; he suffered from such a lack of physical contact with any other humans that he's turned to a hybrid for it instead.

Not that it was a bad thing but, it wasn't everyday one could say they cuddle a hybrid to sleep every night.

Jaebum hopped out of the shower, feeling dirtier than when he went in. He can't look at Youngjae the same way, not after what he'd  just done and all the intimate moments they had. His heart pounded against his chest, and he tried to ignore it while drying himself off, mindlessly wrapping his towel around his waist so he could hurry to his room and hide of shame.