Ch 6

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*trigger warning: this chapter involves attempted suicide. I know this topic may be sensitive be sensitive and triggering to some so I will warn you guys ahead of time with " ‼️‼️" signs *
Caitlin pov
"So I have things named after me in the future. I must be pretty important" killer Frost said as I felt her taking over but not completely transforming into herself.
"Hi Frosty!" Dawn beamed happily as if this was the most normal interaction.
"Whats up kiddo! I take it that you know me by your overexcitement?" Killer Frost said looking at Dawn.
"Of course I know you! Are you kidding? You're the baddest bitch out there" she replied and Barry widen his eye at the statement.
"Sorry! Caitlin doesn't like me cursing" she said covering her mouth.
"Who cares what she likes? You can curse all you want with me" Killer Frost smirked.
"No" both Barry and I voiced in objection sternly.
"You guys are both lame" Killer Frost huffed.
"Caitie wants control so I'll see you losers later!" Killer Frost said saluting with a peace sign.
Soon after I felt myself going back to normal.
"Sorry about that" I said softly my cheeks heating up in embarrassment.
"That is awesome I always love when she comes out to say hi!" Dawn said.
"I thought you had her under control" Barry said softly looking at me.
"I do–I–I'm just overwhelmed at the moment" I said staring at the floor.
"Why didn't you tell us?" He asked crossing his arms in disappointment.
"I don't need to tell you everything going on in my life Barry" I scold in anger and I could feel my eyes beginning to change colors.

"I don't need to tell you everything going on in my life Barry" I scold in anger and I could feel my eyes beginning to change colors

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"Caitlin" Barry said approaching me.
"Stop! You're not helping me okay? Just leave me alone" I scoffed angrily pushing past him and out of my lab.
"Caitlin!" Barry exclaimed as I walked away from him.
My phone begin to ring and I took a couple of breath to get my emotions under control before answering.
"Hello?" I sighed.
"Caitlin honey?" A familiar voice said through the phone and my heart clenched
"Mrs.Raymond?" I asked clenching the phone tighter.
"Hi sweetie! How are you baby?" She asked sweetly.
My heart began racing.
"Umm-I-I'm doing alright, how are you?" I asked as I closed my eyes tightly.
I felt a hand on my shoulder spinning my around and my eyes met the beautiful green eyes of Dawn.
'Are you okay?' She mouthed.
Barry was a few feet away analyzing me with his eyes.
"I'm sorry to call you sweetheart. I-I just–I miss my son so much!" Mrs.Raymond stuttered softly her voice cracking.
I bit my lips hard trying to not break down.
I was gripping my desk with one hand for support.
Dawn eyes glanced at me in concerned before looking at her father.
"I miss him too" I choked out. At my words Ronnie's mom bursted into tears, sobbing in the phone.
"Oh sweetheart why?" She cried in pain.
My own eyes began to tear up as I heard how heartbroken she was.
"Caitlin? Who is it?" Dawn whispered softly approaching me Barry following behind her.
"I need to go" I whispered to her letting go of my desk and grabbing my purse.
My chest began to tighten.
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"Mrs.Raymond where are you?" I asked carefully holding back the tears.
Barry's eyes widen at the name.
"I can't do this anymore. I can't live with the pain" she sobbed.
"Please tell me where you are. We can talk about this" I said trying not to panic
"First my husband dies when Ronnie is in high school and then I loose my son not once but twice. Ive lost everything Caitlin. I lost my family, I lost everything when my son died" She sobbed
"I didn't want to leave before telling you that you were the best daughter-in-law and woman to my son. Thank you sweetheart. This is my choice so don't blame yourself for this." she sobbed
"Don't do this Martha! Please don't, Ronnie wouldn't want you doing this. Listen to me! It gets better" I lied panicking while tears ran down my face.
"What's going on?" Barry asked looking at my frantic state.
"She's going to kill herself" I said choking on my tears.
"Martha please talk to me. Don't do this to me, I can't loose you too" I said desperately.
"I'm so sorry Caitlin" Martha said softly.
"Martha please I'm begging you for the love that we both had for Ronnie please" I choked.
"Felicity just traced your call. I know where she is. I'll be right back" Barry said glancing at Dawn who wrapped her arms around me in comfort.
"Martha?" I asked desperately.
"Thank you for being Ronnie's angel" she said weakly before I heard a loud thump.
"NOOOOOOOO!" I cried falling into my knees, Dawn mimicking my movements holding my tightly.
"MARTHA! Martha! Nooo! please don't leave me too–" I cried into the phone.
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"Cait cait it's me. She's okay. I'm bringing her back to S.T.A.R labs, she overdosed on some pills!" Barry said out of breath.
"Oh my god!" I cried dropping my phone.
"It's okay it's okay momma. I'm right here it's okay" Dawn said rubbing my hair.
"Wh-what?" I stuttered in tears as I pulled away from her as I see her eyes widen in horror.
"I-I-" she stuttered failing to form a coherent sentence.
"Mom? Why-why did you just call me that?" I asked pulling away from her hold to face her.
"Because– I'm–you're my–my mother Caitlin Snow" Dawn said looking at me guiltily.
"What?" I choked in confusion.
"Nora is going to kill me" Dawn sighted in defeat.
Dawn is my daughter? That's impossible!
*I'm gonna start updating weekly after this week because my online classes are starting Monday for college*
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