love is messy

Chapter 27: Stupid People.

(quick A/N: i think im gonna make the chapters 2000 words or more per chapter because i just don't like short chapters myself and it's disappointing when a chapter gets cut short. this means i wont be able to write quick chapters when im about to go to sleep tho therefore i will probably not be writing every day anymore. i will try to write as much as possible but no promises... any way i hope ur enjoying! its gonna get real juicy and there is a biggggg plot twist coming in the next few chapters. so sit back and relax and enjoy my baby/ "love is messy".
(Pics above r Jenna on left and Sarah on right)
February 16th 2017
HANNAH: i'm currently back at my aunties house, Eli called me when Aryn went out with her long ass phone call. he told me that Nathan was at the house, which is exactly who im with at the moment. i felt bad just ditching Aryn like that but i had to. i had to explain everything to Nathan. he's a good guy and he didn't deserve to be used like i'm using him, or like i was.
i'm explaining everything right now actually. "Hannah i'm so sorry, you should have told me. i-i wouldn't have pressured you if you told me. i feel like i forced this on you" he said as a few tears rolled down his cheek, i chuckled at his completely stupid words. "Nathan... it's not your fault i shouldn't have said yes knowing i don't feel the same way about you" i said as he engulfed me in his arms, i hugged him back holding back a giggle as his hands glided over my really ticklish back. "okay, i'm gonna go. just wanted to make sure your okay and settled in" he sniffled as more tears poured out his eyes. i rolled my eyes with a grin, he's like a little girl. "you don't have to go, stay the night. you're still my best friend Natey" i said as i laughed at his cringing. he hates when i call him "bestie" he always says he's not a girl and i am not allowed to call him that because it makes him feel like a girl. like those tears spewing out his eyes aren't already making me question his manliness. He glared at me crossing his arms which only made me laugh harder. "you're cute when you're mad" i said with a smirk as i tapped his cheek. "fuck you Hannah, i have to leave i'm babysitting my sister tonight" he scowled. "ugh whatever tell Gigi i say hi and give her big hugs for me" i honestly loved his sister. anytime i came to his house i would ditch him and have a little tea party with Miss Gianna, as she makes me call her. she's 3 and a half so she's still in the cute phase but she is definitely really sassy. "will do, thanks for telling me about all of this instead of just breaking up with me and leaving me in the dark. i'll call you when Gi's asleep" he said inching over to me and kissing my forehead before walking out of the room. i sighed and plopped on my bed feeling a little winded by the impact. i closed my eyes and day dreamed about me and Aryns kiss today, i know it's early but i am so going to marry that girl. i sighed as i felt sleepiness over come me. it was still a little early for me but oh well.

i pushed Aryn against the wall and watched her face light up a bright red. i smirked as i held her tightly against the wall. she wrapped her arms around my waist as tight as possible and wrapped her arms around me pulling me into the heaven that was her lips. she smirked into the kiss before losing her grip on my waist and standing on her feet. "Hannah we can't" she moaned, i can tell she wants to. frankly i don't care that we're in the school bathroom it's perfectly fine by me. "Please Air just a little longer" i said as i slid my hand up her shirt. "okay fine, but only because im so fucking hot right now" she moaned lightly i nodded and smashed my lips into hers before trailing kisses down to her neck, i nibbled and sucked lightly making sure i marked what was  all mine. "oh Hann-

"HANNAH!" i snapped my eyes open hearing Eli yelling my name, i looked beside me. "the fuck bro, where's Aryn?" i said as i stretched. "i don't know nor do i care but someone has been blowing up your line for the last half an hour. get your ass up and answer them or at least turn off your phone i can't sleep with the constant ringing" he exclaimed. i face palmed, of course that was a dream. fuck my life. "yeah yeah whatever go to bed i'll call them now" i said shooing him with my hand. he rolled his eyes and left out the room but not before flipping me off, i know what a lovely brother i have right? it doesn't really bother me because i know he's only fucking around so whatever. of course it was Aryn spamming me with DMs, texts, calls, etc, i sighed before going to her caller ID in my contacts and calling her back. "hey Air bear" i said with a smile, "don't you hey Air bear me. why the fuck are you ignoring me? you said you would call me tonight!" she practically yelled on the phone, i gulped seeing how pissed she was. "A-Aryn i'm sorry i fell asleep Nate just came over and we were talking and-" she scoffed into the phone before interrupting me, "so you didn't answer me because you were doing god knows what with your boyfriend? well thanks for that. real nice" she deadpanned. "N-no Aryn man stop it's not like that. I broke up with him. i told him about you and i told him i couldn't be with him anymore and he understood. he left and then i just fell asleep. i swear" i was trying my hardest to reassure her but she just inhaled deeply. "my dad knows, about us. you aren't allowed to come over anymore" she said, i could hear the hurt in her voice. "Aryn... what the fuck how the fuck did he find out!?" i jumped from my bed and sprung on my feet. "y-you know what this isn't a conversation to have on the phone. meet me at our spot" i said knowing she knew exactly where i meant. "Hannah it's 1:48 AM." i found it cute how she told me the exact time. "I don't give a fuck. i'll see you there" i deadpanned before hanging up the phone and stripping my clothes. i put on my grey roots sweatpants and my black jordans hoodie, it was kind of cold outside so i kept my fluffy purple socks on. i grabbed my doc martens and slipped them on and locked my door. i hopped out the window since i was only on the second floor and there was a tree that i could jump to. i jumped onto the tree as smoothly as possible but groaned from the pain as a stick knicked my wrist. i shimmied down the tree and jumped the last few feet, thankfully landing on my feet. i ran to Reins bike that i somehow fit on and peddled down to the creek A.K.A me and Aryns "spot". i called Aryn making sure i wasnt wasting my time. "you coming?" "yeah i'm on my way, but how are you going to get here?" "don't worry about it see you in a few" i hung up the phone quickly trying to keep my eyes on the dark-ish side walk. i sighed as my phone rang again, it was Samia. she called every night to make sure i was okay, which i always was. "hey Sams i'm okay i ju-" i was about to tell her where i was going but i was interrupted by a car in front of me. i tried to stop but instead i found out why Rein doesn't use this bike anymore. the breaks were broken. well this is gonna hurt. my eyes widened as my body jerked forward, off the bike and over the hood of the car. i felt and heard a loud crack somewhere as my whole body became numb and fell to the ground. i felt blood rush to my brain as my pupils moved uncontrollably. i moaned in pain until a lady came out of the car and rushed over to me, "o-oh my god... i just hit a kid! i told you i shouldn't have driven Sarah. i don't even have my fucking license!" she said as she rushed to my side. "great she's bleeding, are you okay? helloooooo, oh my god... SARAH I KILLED HER!" the girl shouted. i tried to talk but it was too much pain. i couldn't speak, i couldn't move, hell i could barely breath. "shut up Jenna! check her phone maybe there is someone who can pick her up. we have to go bret is waiting!" she said, she was obviously drunk. she was mumbling her words which made me even more pissed off. "H-hello?" the girl stumbled as she answered my phone. "Hannah! where are you? it's freezing out here! are you seriously gonna stand me up in this weather?" i could hear Aryn shouting in the phone which made me sob. i just wanted to snatch the phone from them and talk to my Air bear. but i couldnt move my arms or any part of my body for that matter. i felt so light headed and dizzy. everything was starting to get blurry. "yo why are you so loud and bitchy? i don't know how your friend puts up with you to be honest. but anywaysssss so me and my friend are a little drunk and we may have hit your friend with our car. just a little." the girl, Sarah i think her name was said. i sobbed harder as my head and legs throbbed. i looked down in horror as a bone stuck out my left leg with blood gushing out profusely. i think i have been screaming for the last few minutes but it didn't seem to come out. "you did WHAT!? is she okay what the fuck get her to a hospital!" i heard her wail into the phone with a heart wrenching sob. "okay okay calm your tits. i can't take her little girl. i'm gonna get arrested." Jenna mumbled into the phone. are you fucking kidding me right now? "where are you guys? i'll come get her!" she exclaimed sounding worried and mad. definitely more mad. "fine then, we are at the corner of Herald and Fraze street." Sarah slurred grabbing Jennas arm and dropping the phone down next to my head. i could hear Aryns cries as she asked me over and over again if i'm okay. i wanted to tell her not to worry but again, i really can't speak. i'm thinking so many words and i'm trying to talk but it's just coming out as more sobs and screams. which is really starting to piss me off. i watched the girls pull off quickly and obviously drunk. i wanted to look at my shoulder because it felt like someone was dislocating it over and over again but i couldn't turn my neck. i cocked my head to the side with as much strength as i had in me at the moment but that just sent a sharp tingling pain down my spine. i screamed as tears streamed down my face. i can't do this right now. i feel so tired and weak, i just want to sleep. i closed my eyes feeling my body go limp as i drifted off into a deep sleep...