love is messy

Chapter 41: Karma Is A Bitch.

Quick warning: this chapter contains intense scenes and fighting so be aware. And triggers for some people.

March 5th 2017
HANNAH: Aryn tensed up as her grip on me tightened, "babe?" I asked but before she could answer we were interrupted by some loud shouting. "Yo! Cortez! Shot timeeeee" one of the boys shouted, i didn't get to see which one it was as my gaze followed Aryns. It was Samia with some guy, he had a strong build, tan skin and dark brown hair. If i wasn't gay as fuck i might even say he was pretty hot. Aryns eyes pooled with tears as her grip on my hand tightened. Her mouth openinng and closing like she's trying to say something. "Baby... what's wrong?" I whisper in her ear carresing her cheek. She doesnt say anything as the tears stream down her face, all she does is point to Sam and the guy. "Babe, she's fine. She isnt that drunk" i say reassuringly as she shakes her head. The tears stream down like rivers under her beautiful eyes, "guys, i'll be back" i say taking Aryns hand and leading her inside our beach house. I sit Aryn on my bed and kneel in front of her. I place my hands on her knees and she suddenly flinches at my touch. "Aryn love, what happened? Come on, please tell me. I'm worried" i say rubbing her knees softly. She grabs my hands and takes them off of her, "d-don't touch me. Please Z.... i'm begging you, i'm sorry i'll listen. I'll be a good girl! Zanny, you're hurting me!" She sobs as she runs to the corner of the bed far away from me. At this point i know she doesnt know it's me.... who the fuck is Z? She sits up with her face burried in her knees holding herself tight. I can't help but have a pain in my heart as she looks at me with fear in her eyes... i would never hurt her. "Babe... it's me... it's H-" "please i'm begging, i can't take anymore it hurts" she whimpers backing away from me. I reach my hand to touch her shoulder but she smacks it off and punches me in the stomach. "NO! I am not being used by you anymore!" She says running out of the room. I gather myself from the blow to the stomach before running full speed after her. "AIR BEAR! IT'S ME!" I shout as she turns a corner. I turn the same corner but she's gone and out of sight.... where the fuck could she be? Could this have something to do with what happened in the shower before? I do the one thing i can think of and call up Aubri, "hey Han, how's my sister?" She asks after answering on the second ring. I suddenly find myself sobbing and i drop down to my knees. "She left Aubri... i don't know where she went. She isn't herself right now.... she didn't even know who i was" i sob into my hands. "Shit" she cussed over the phone before sighing, "i need you to walk me through what happened. And you need to tell people to keep an eye out for her, last time this happened we found her all the way across town". "This has happened before?" "Yes, now what happened?" She replies obviously stressing out. I sob some more thinking about her words, "she saw our friend with some guy and she just froze and pointed to one of them, im pretty sure it was the guy. She started crying and i brought her in my room and tired to comfort her but she kept calling me Z or Zanny and she kept saying i was going to hurt her.... Aubri i would never hurt her." I say trying my hardest to stop my tears. Aubri gasps, "Z-Zander... is he there?" She asks through gritted teeth. "Who's that?" I ask her as i start sniffling. "I-i need you to go get her... okay? NOW! If he gets to her before you, he will hurt her. He r- he raped her a year before she met you... it's why she has the scars, he cut her with a knife multiple times... he left but i guess he's back in town... she has panic attacks like this anytime she sees someone who looks even remotely close to him" she says breathing heavily. My blood starts boiling and so many things go through my mind. HE DID WHAT!? And he's HERE!? I'll fucking kill him!!!! Without another word i hang up the phone and run in the direction Aryn went in. I check the entire beach but she is nowhere to be found. I run back to my car and just as i'm about to get in i hear sniffling from the other side of the door. I sigh in relief as i see Aryn leaning against the car, my relief quickly turns into anxiety as i see her clothes off and she's just in her sports bra and boxers. "Air bear?" I whisper cautiously making my way beside her. "It's so hot out here.... don't you think it's hot?" She asks as she goes to pull her bra over her head. I pull it back down in time before she flashes the entire parking lot as she gasps. "H-hannah?" She touches my cheek lightly in realization. I embrace her in a big hug, god she scared the shit out of me. I can't help but still wonder about her clothes, "i failed you" i sob as the thoughts of her being held down and forced upon in this very parking lot run through my mind. "No baby.... hey look at me, i'm fine okay? I just- i don't know it got hot okay? Nothing happened. I promise you." I sigh in relief as i pull her impossibly close to me. I run my hands through her hair and my god she really is sweating buckets. "Let's get you in the water, it'll help you cool off. It isnt safe for you to be this hot" i say grabbing her hand and trying to stand up. She pulls me back down and shakes her head. "I-it's all my fault... i've tried so hard to clean myself. I've tried so hard to remove the dirtiness from my body. But he's in me, he's a part of me. These sc-scars are just a reminder that i'm nasty. I'm tainted and i'm... i'm broken" she mutters to herself. I pull her back into my arms, "listen to me right now Aryn.... you are beautiful. You aren't broken, dirty or tainted. And what you have been through is not your fault okay? None of this is your fault. And i'm going to get back at this guy that did this to you. You are safe. And you.... you are perfect'" i say as i kiss her lips passionately before she can argue with me and call herself those horrible unntrue things again.  We pull away from the kiss for air and i kiss down her stomach and to her scars, i trace each and every single one of them with my lips. "And these... these prove just how strong you are. Nobody should have to go through what you went through- it's.... it's just not fucking right" i say in between kisses. I take her body in my hands as i kiss up to her sweaty forehead. "I'll be right back." I whisper, my blood is boiling where the fuck is this sorry excuse for a man? Aryn must have read my thoughts because she pulled me into her arms. "He isn't worth it. I need you right now more than he needs a beating. I need your arms around me babe. I need to feel safe." She whispers in my ear before placing a small kiss on my lips. "S-Samia babe... SHIT SAM!!!!" I exclaim the last part in realization. I left my bestfriend alone with that... that.... that thing. He doesn't even deserve to be adressed as a person... he doesnt deserve to walk this mother fucking earth! And i'll make sure he never sets foot in my city again if it's the last thing i do.

I tell Aryn to stay on the bed as she nods, "i'i'm going to take a shower" she hesitates. I nod and point her to the guest bathroom, i kiss her sweetly before running to the boys where i last saw Sam and the guy. Even though i'm strong from all the workouts and fights and sports i know i'm not strong enough to take him on by myself so i grab the guys and tell them quickly that Sam's in trouble. Of course Matthew that has a big crush on her starts running in the direction he saw them go, along with the rest of us on his tail. We run to a corner and hear Samia giggling, "you're silly" she slurs, who the fuck is she talking to. Suddenly i hear her moan and of course i run to her and pull the guy off of her. His manhood is out which just discusts me further than i already am. I grab Samia who is now yelling at the boys who are yelling curse words at the dude and kicking him in his stomach. I help Samia dress back up before i leave her to sit in the corner for a second as i get closer to the guy. I hold a pocket knife that i happened to have for protection because you never know what shit is going to go down at a high school beach party in Toronto. I hold the knife up to his neck and he whimpers as the guys hold him down minus the shock on their face that i would actually pull a knife on someone. I push it against his neck just a little more causing him to bleed a little as he whinces. "Is this what you did to her? Do you enjoy it?! Did you even care that she didn't like it? God what the fuck is wrong with you. You're discusting! Give me one good reason why i shouldnt slit your mother fucking throat right now!" I scream holding back my tears, i'm talking about Aryn since i can tell there was no knife just now with Sam. He just shakes his head, "i-i'm a human being... have some mercy!" He shouts, "M-MERCY?!" I start pushing the neck harder as his words send surges of ager through my veins, "MERCY!?!?!? Did you have any mercy when you cut her... when you gave her those everyday reminders of how she was used for her body? How she was violated? How she will now remember the worst day of her life because of them!? DID YOU HAVE SOME MOTHERFUCKING MERCY THEN!?" I shout right in his ear. I hold the knife closer before going down to his stomach, "or maybe this was how you did it" i held the knife to his manhood as he screamed at the top of his lungs. I brought the knife back to his throat and pushed HARD making him bleed more, "shut the fuck up or i'll cut your tongue off" i say through gritted teeth. "W-who are you talking about? There was no knife with her" he said pointing to Samia. "O-oh my god... do you really not remember? Did you just do it to too many people to even remember how many people you did it to?" I growled. "ARYN! You remember her?!" I shout as his eyes go wide. "I-i" he is interrupted by my fists impact on his nose. I hold my hand back holding back a wince, god that hurt. His nose is now bleeding but it isn't enough i go for one more punch hearing that satisfying crack i was waiting for. I wince this time as my knuckles start to burn. I stand up and kick him in his manhood that is still discustingly hard. "You bitch! You broke my fucking nose!" He whines loudly. I cock my head back to him and kneel on his chest making him gasp for air. "You... do NOT get to call any woman that... you understand me?! I don't even want to see you even looking in the direction of a woman again. If it was up to me i would crush your skull with my fucking boot right now. But unlike you i have a future... with a girl who i happen to treat like a fucking queen. The way she should have been treated by y-" i am almost finished my rant but i am interrupted by a loud gunshot. I run around the corner as the guys keep Zander on the ground, i gasp as i see the most horrible sight. "O-OH MY GOD!!!" I manage to say as tears stream down my face and i start running towards...

A/N omg im such a bitch for leaving this cliffhanger i know but i gotta leave yall wanting more once in a while! This chapter was rlly intense so sorry about that but i had to give Zander some type of punishment. Who do you think got shot?