Confused
Pagkatapos kong ikwento sa kanila kung anong nangyari noong sembreak, they kept on asking me what he looks like and so on. I told them that he’s a kind of guy a girl could ever dream of. But that doesn’t mean I changed my perspective when it comes to destiny. Sus, kalokohan lang yan. Might as well enjoy my life without hoping that something would happen.
They kept on asking me what‘s his surname. Ah, I forgot to ask Tanya. Well, as if I’m interested. Sapat na sa akin na alam ko kung anong first name nya. Alam ko namang hanggang doon lang kaming dalawa. Kumbaga, hanggang isang linggong paghanga lang ang naramdaman ko. At hanggang dun na lang ‘yun.
Nature na rin siguro ng mga lalaki ang magpakita ng motibo at magpaasa. Dahil hopeless romantic ang karamihan sa ating mga babae, naniniwala naman tayo agad. And once we fell in love, there’s no one below who’s ready to catch us from falling.
Don’t get me wrong, hindi naman sa nilalahat ko ang lalaki. You know that kind of feeling when you already lost your trust? Sobrang hirap ng magtiwala sa panahong ‘to. Hindi mo alam kung ano ang totoo sa sinasabi ng mga tao.
Punyetang ex ko! Thanks to him, I’m not an avid believer of forever anymore.
There are lessons we all wish we would never have to learn and one of them is thatsometimes, we canfall in love with someone who is no good for us, someone who doesn’t belong in our lives.
At mabuti na lang, habang mas maaga pa, we broke up. Hindi ko maaatim makipagrelasyon sa taong manloloko.
“Hey. You’re spacing out again. Are you listening?” Dom asked. About Philippines Stock Exchange ang lesson namin ngayon, for 3 hours. Inaantok na ako. “Mamaya tawagin ka nyan ni Sir. Magnotes ka nga!”
“Inaantok na ako. Gusto ko ng umuwi.” I yawned.
“Sus. Magkikita lang kayo ng boylet mo, e.” tukso ni Dom.
“Oo. Actually, hinihintay na nya ako sa may exit gate.” I said.
“Oh. My. God. Seriously?” gulat na tanong ni Dom. Naniwala naman agad tong babaeng to.
“Of course I’m just joking.” I rolled my eyes. “Makinig ka nga. Mamaya mapagalitan tayo ni, Sir.” Halakhak ko.
Nag-extend pa ang prof namin ng 20 minutes kaya 10pm na ng makarating ako sa condo. Grabe, gusto ko ng matulog! Maaga pa ang pasok ko bukas.
I took a bath first, and then changed into my comfy clothes. Ready to sleep!
Pero biglang nawala ang antok ko. Ano ba namang buhay ‘to! I tried to sleep, pero hindi talaga.
I guess I need my sleeping pill right now! Buti na lang may stock pa ako sa ref. Kelangan ko na yatang maggrocery bukas.
I opened my ref and took a San Mig Apple. I also took chips para may nangunguya ako. Pumunta ako sa aking study table and opened my laptop.
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