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chapter 29 | Untold truth

She doesn't raise her eyes up just for one second but once I reach her, I bend over and speak in her ear. "Can I talk to you?"

My voice startling her, she glances up at me in a surprised manner but locks her phone before nodding. She stands up and follows me to the outside of this room since I want to be there, away from the others where we can get some calm and quietness.

I close the door after her and keep her before me. "What's wrong?" I ask straightforwardly, feeling and seeing something isn't right with her. "Nothing..."

"Y/n..." I sigh after this fake answer. "I don't want to get mad or get in a misunderstanding so...just explain to me what happened last night for you to leave me without even saying anything. You know you can talk to me about anything."

She steps back to be against the wall but links her hands together, dropping her gaze down to the floor. "I...I couldn't sleep..." she tells me. "And...I felt like you were mad at me when we fell asleep...so I concerned myself about this and couldn't fall asleep..."

"Mad...?" my eyebrows narrow. "Why would I've been mad at you baby?"

"Because of the way I reacted...I wanted to do some things but felt too nervous and uncomfortable with the others in the room...I thought you were mad at me..." she now explains everything but relieves me. I thought this was something serious but that's clearly for a small matter. I look into her eyes, feeling truly amazed by her brain and what it can make her think.

I step forth and put my arms around her body to hold her close to me. "You know you're an idiot, uh?" I look down into her eyes but smile. "Why...? I didn't say anything dumb."

"Yes you did," I squeeze her against me but lean in, to rest my forehead on hers. "I would never be mad at you for not wanting to do anything. If you don't want to do it and don't feel ready, tell me and I'll understand it. I'll never get mad, angry, or upset because of this, I'll just wait and cuddle with you till you tell me you want to do it."

"Are you sure...?" she gazes into my eyes with her baby ones and I nod. "Very sure," I press my lips on hers. "So don't feel pressured with me, just tell me when you want something. I don't want you to keep it to yourself, I'll always be for it anyway. Alright?" I smile at her but she does it too. "Yes."

"Now stop being worried," I put my hand on the side of her face and kiss her lips for the last time before stepping back. "And don't lie to me again, I hate this," I give a squeeze to her hips while staring into her eyes but she acquiesces. "Promise me."

"I promise I won't lie again," she doesn't glance away or shows any type of little habit that betrays her so I reward her with a kiss. "Good girl," I smile at my cute baby. "Now daddy deserves a kiss," I whisper close to her lips but a grin appears on her face instantly and she stands on her tiptoes to give me what I asked for.

I smile like an idiot but peck her in return. "Let's go eat now," I grab her hand and drag her back inside the room. Instead of bringing her to the seat she was occupying some minutes ago, I head to the table where Mino is and sit down on a chair to have her on my lap.

"Ah, good morning little miss," he smiles at her but gives her a name I don't appreciate. "Don't call her that," I don't even let her speak back but point my long finger at this guy. "What? Little miss?"

"Exactly," I nod but land my hand on y/n's thigh, loving the uniform skirt and large sweater she's wearing. She's my cute baby girl, I swear to god I want to cuddle her just by seeing her dressed like that. However, I cannot help but wonder why she's so different in real life and in her videos. She never wears sexy clothes outside of her videos, that's a shame.