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chapter 18 | Sugar

"I want a kiss before you go."

She leans over me and presses her lips on my cheek but I don't show any satisfaction. "Not there. I want it on my neck," I stare into her eyes but make it obvious I'm serious. "No feelings, you said."

I knew she would not forget this sentence. "You can't kiss my neck without any feelings?" I smirk as my eyes aren't drifting away but she lowers her gaze to my lips. A sigh runs out of her mouth and she inches closer, to press her soft and warm lips on my sensitive neck.

I smile as my eyes closed for a short second but I cup the back of her neck, and apply some pressure on it to ask for more. "Again..." my faint voice fills her ears and she repeats her action in a more enticing manner, making me bite my lips and feel aroused as hell. "This feels good..." a whisper full of pleasure escapes my smile unconsciously but I run my fingers through her hair, her lips kissing my neck the way I want her to. However, after this sexual tension, she retreats. "Are you happy?"

"Hm...I wanted you to bite me and use your tongue," I smile with some tease but stand up to tower her and look into her eyes. She knows what she's doing, I know what she feels after what happened earlier in my bed and she can pretend to not be affected by it as much as she wants, I'm not going to believe in that crap.

I tuck my hands in my pockets but step forth for our bodies to touch, and her breasts to be against my torso as I'm gazing down at her. "You talked about wanting a sugar daddy some days ago, didn't you?"

"I was joking..." she averts her eyes from me but I keep my eyes where they are. "No, you were not. Why do you feel shy? There's nothing bad about it. We're both done with love and we don't believe in it anymore, why not just doing what we want together without caring about others or what can happen...? I've always dreamed to do that and not give a fuck about people..."

She shrugs but now drops her gaze down to the ground. I wish she could look into my eyes and just say what she wants. "Ahh...gosh..." I lick my lips but step aside to move towards my desk and grab the money I left there. Then once I have it in my hold, I turn towards her and back hug her, to slide my hand in the pocket of her skirt to fill it with the seventy dollars. "You don't want me as one?"

"One what?" she acts dumb but remains still, not daring to move as she knows I'm stuck against her, shirtless with my hand not leaving her pocket. "Your sugar daddy. Stop pretending not to know what I'm talking about."

"Hm...are you gonna leave me once you'll be tired of me...?" she lets dumb things go out of her mouth. "You really think I would do that?"

She suddenly turns around to face me and looks up into my eyes. "How many girls have you done this with...?"

"Honestly?" I raise my eyebrows and show her I'm thinking about the number of chicks. "None. You would be the first one and probably the last."

"Does that mean I'm going to have you for myself? All the time?" she doesn't stay against it anymore but now slowly lets herself hesitate. "Yeah. All the time and not only I'll give you money for you to do what I want but also give you money to do what you want. Like this, we both comfort each other and give some affection but you also get another good thing from it. That means we're both happy."

She crosses her arms but looks down at my lips. "I want to...I want to do this..." she mumbles as if she didn't want me to hear her answer but I smile. "I'm good with this but now you're my sugar baby, no man has the right to have or touch you, alright?"

"Alright," she nods but conceals a smile she's afraid to let appear. "Let's see each other tomorrow. You'll have your first self-defense class," I remind her of what we planned and she agrees. I freaking can't wait. "I honestly think I won't ask anything from you, I'll just give you money if you want and need it, however, I might want to cuddle a lot."