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chapter 36 | Not good enough

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5 pm.

"Hm..." a humming sound coming from me takes me by surprise but wakes me up. The quietness now coming back after my dream, I open my eyes to the full but quickly find myself facing y/n's back while I'm holding her tight. I don't move yet, enjoying the moment with her after staying apart from each other. I take a look at my watch to see what time it is but then snuggle up against her even more right afterwards, to keep my face in her back and not perceive the light of outside but only remain in this warm little space.

This is the best feeling ever.

When I thought I would fall asleep again, she turns around and causes my face to be in her breasts but I don't move away, I just tighten my clasp around her and let her put her arms around my neck.

"Baby..." I mumble in her chest. "Are you hungry?" I ask since it's already five pm. "Hmm...a little bit but I'm okay..." she answers with her tired voice. I smile but feel my stomach growling. "I'm hungry but I'm too lazy to move..."

"Do you want me to do something?" she sets me in some confusion, wondering what she's talking about exactly. I gaze up at her but make our eyes meet. "Do something?"

"Yeah...I'm not really good at it but...I can do it for you..." she continues to stir my mind up so I heave myself up the sheets to have my face in front of hers. I lick my lips and stare into her eyes. "What are you...talking about?"

"Cooking for you..." she answers but ruins my fantasies. "Oh...alright..." I place my hand on her hip but put my head back on the mattress. "No need to cook, do you want to go out to eat something?"

"Where?" she doesn't refuse so I suggest a place. "I don't know...a restaurant...or something like that..." I look at her to check her reaction but she shows more discontentment than something else. "Well...I'm not really the type of girl who likes to go to restaurants..."

"Okay, it's alright. I guess you don't like going out to eat even if it's at a Subway or Burger King?" I still try to know what she likes more but this time she seems more for it. "We can go there if you want but I'm more into buying food and eating together at your house..."

"I like this idea a lot," I nod but smile at this. "It's way better than being out with people around us," I totally agree with her opinion but still wonder about something. "What would you like to eat though? Do you want to order something or go to the supermarket?"

"I don't know...we can order. What do you prefer?" she asks for my own opinion but I shrug. "I want you to decide."

"Then order...like this, we can stay here," she finally chooses what she wants so I smile but move back, to grab my phone and sit up. "Do you want me to put some music on while checking what we could eat?" I peek at her and comb my messy hair back but she nods and comes closer.

Now I have to find the song she would like to listen to. I look through my playlist and pick one. "Here, is this-"

"No," she shakes her head without letting me finish my sentence. "I dislike that singer...I really don't like it..."

"Really?!" I gasp out of shock but stop the music. "How can you hate her?! My baby can't do this to me..."

"Hey...that's just my opinion and taste..." she acts a bit hurt by my reaction but I giggle. "I'm not judging you for liking that...so don't judge me for not liking..."

"I'm not judging you baby...but why don't you like it?" I ask to know more but she shrugs. "I just dislike her songs or the way she acts...and I don't like it...that's all...I have the right to not like it..." she glances away like a little baby that has been scolded. "You heard me talking about her some time ago maybe?"