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chapter 21 | Kiss me

"I—I'm sorry—" her sentence ends with my lips against hers and my hand on her jawline. My body is on fire and my heart is pounding me hard, I part my lips to create soft frictions and move a bit forth to kiss her passionately while feeling her skin heating up against mine.

This feels satisfying as hell. I put a lot of love in this kiss for her first one and let myself do it amorously. The seconds flying by, I keep going and love the way she's returning it with softness as if she was too shy to do it. I kindly stop the actions but don't separate our lips, I open my eyes and dive right in hers, causing my pulse to never slow down.

I stare into her soul, making this moment linger for the connection between us to never break and for me to see the sparkles in her eyes. I slide my fingers down to her throat and cup the side of it, before slightly pressing my tongue on her upper lip to embrace it with both of mine but keep my eyes into hers, to intensify the way this touches us emotionally. Then I gaze down at her lips to recreate the same sensations, feeling the hateful butterflies in my stomach but not caring about it since I want more.

I exhale sharply in her mouth but close my eyes to not stop and as I could feel she didn't dislike the sensation of my tongue on her lip, I tilt my head to the other side but go a bit forward to slide my tongue inside her mouth once she parts her lips and now turn this in a sensual french kiss. I take more of her sweetness, taste it, love it, and crave for it. "Baby girl..." I whisper between the frictions but glide my fingers over her neck to reach the back of her head and play with her hair while kissing. This makes me feel so good and relaxed that I just want to keep my eyes close and do this slowly for it to not end soon.

I said 'no feelings' for our relationship that was supposed to be only based on a sugar daddy thing but I'm reluctantly going against it. I know this feeling in my chest too much.

To not make it too long for her, I stop myself and lick my lips to look at her. Her eyes still remaining closed, I land my hand on her thigh and stroke it with my thumb to scan her features while we're both calm but wild inside. I end this with a tender kiss on her neck. "Don't worry about me."

She doesn't answer but squeezes her swollen lips together while I'm totally feeling better after this. Soft making out like that always soothes me and helps me to releases stress. I smile but glance away like a stupid and weak guy.

I lie down on my back but place my hand on her lower back. "Come here...I want to hug you..." I demand needily but she does it without waiting, to climb onto me and rest on my body with her head on my chest. I press a kiss on her forehead but move us up to the pillows, to hold her tight and cover our bodies with the blanket.

To chill and try to release the tension I caused, I grab her by the waist to bring her higher on me and slide my hands down to her butt, to pat it. "You're being a good girl," I chuckle but don't even feel her removing my hands. "Is it bad?"

"Well...you can be a bad girl but I'll have to punish you, you know it," my fingers glide down to the back of her thick thighs as she spread her legs to be more comfortable on me but I gaze down at her. "So that's up to you to decide what you want."

"I want kisses and hugs now," she smiles but thrusts her body forth onto mine to wrap her arms around my neck and have her face against the side of mine. I hold her close to me with my strong arms and leave a kiss on her jawline. "Then stay like this, I'm not letting go."

This is bad how hard my heart is racing.

— Next day —

Wednesday, November 3, 2019.

8:20 am.

I run to my classroom as fast as I can, rushing up the stairs to be there as quickly as possible since this teacher is going to go berserk. All of this only happened because of a terrible wet dream, I cannot believe this made it so hard for me to wakeup while y/n was occupying my mind at that moment. My mom had to yell to wake me up but thank god she didn't come in my bedroom, otherwise, she would have seen the mess I caused on my sheets and blanket. Why did I have to sleep naked? Dammit.