She is the one

Part 13.

Jasmine's POV

It's the next morning and I slowly open my eyes.
I turn around to look at my beautiful Shawn but he doesn't lays next to me as usual. I stand up and grab my phone to look at the time, it's 8:19am.
I put away my phone and sit down on the bed again, as I remember that Shawn told me yesterday that he wanted to go to the gym at the next morning, that's means this morning. So he's probably in the gym right now. Today will be amazing, I can feel it. I'm so excited for the concert tonight, I never was backstage at one.
I change my clothes and drink some tea as suddenly someone knocks at the door. Did Shawn forgot his keys? I get up and walk to the door to open it.
- Hey Sha... - I say but it isn't Shawn. It's Mike who stands in front of me with tears in his eyes. He's crying, a lot. Did his girlfriend broke up? Does he needs someone to talk right now?
- Mike, what's wrong? Come in. - I say before he comes in and sits down on the bed.
He wipes away his tears and looks at me with a expression I can't describe, he looks so broken and sad. Somethingreally bad must happened to him, I have to figure out what it was.
- I-I'm sorry. - he says with a broken voice and more tears are rolling down his cheeks.
- For what are you sorry? I don't know what you mean. - I say and knee down in front of him. I take one of his hands and look him in his wet eyes.
- Shawn he... - he says but he's got interrupted by his own sadness. What does he means. I'm getting nervous and my heart beats a houndred times faster.
- What is with Shawn? Please tell me Mike!! - I say and I can feel a tear is rolling down my cheek too. I don't even know what happened.
- Shawn and Andrew were on t-their way to the gym with the car a-as another bigger truck hit them and they crashed...Jasmine, I'm sorry. - he says crying even more and I can feel my heart stopped beating for a moment. I am shocked, I don't know what to say or do right now. I can't hold back my tears and start to cry.
I step backwards and fall down to the floor.
- IS HE IN A COMA? WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM AND ANDREW?! - I scream loud while I'm crying. It feels like I'm drowning in my own tears.
- Andrew is in a coma, but Shawn...he hasn't survived the accident. I'm sorry. - he says and comes to me to pick me up from the ground.
- NO NO NO THAT CAN'T BE TRUE. - I scream and run out of the room straight to the room of his parents and I can see that the door is opened wide. As I run into the room I can see Karen and Manuel are sitting on the bed and they're crying too. I fall down to the ground again and Karen runs to me and picks me up.
- Is it true? Did Shawn really has an accident and hasn't survived? - I cry in her arms.
- Yes it is. I can't believe it either. - she says and tries to hide her tears. Aaliyah isn't here, sbe's outside with Geoff, they both don't know about it yet.
My whole world breaks down and I feel empty right now. I can't believe I lost the love of my life. Karen and Manuel are holding me tight and we're all crying. I don't want to live without Shawn, I can't live without him.
Then all of sudden everything gets black.
I open my eyes and I'm laying in our bed again. I'm totally wet and warm, it has been an nightmare. I turn around but Shawn really doesn't lays next to me. I look at my phone and it's 8:04am. My heart begins to beat faster again and I jump out of my bed. Tears are rolling down my cheeks. What if this wasn't a dream? What if he really had an accident and didn't survived?
I run out of our room, down the hall. I'm still crying, a lot. Suddenly I collide with someone who's bigger than me, who has more muscles than me, who's familiar to me. I look in his face still crying and as I see that I collided with Shawn I totally break down and cry the hell out of me. Shawn drops down his water bottle and picks me up.
- Babe, Babe? What happened? Why are you crying? Babe? - he screams worried and nervous. I can't speak right now, I just can't. The whole crew and his family heard my breaking down and Shawn's screaming and they're all coming out of their rooms.
Everyone looks totally shocked and they don't know what to do.
- Oh my god Shawn, what happened? - Karen says worried.
- What's wrong with her? - Andrew asks.
- Is everything okay with her. - asks Mike. Everyone keeps asking questions but Shawn doesn't know either.
- I'll carry her to our room, I think she needs to rest. I'll talk to you later! - Shawn says with tears in his eyes and carries me to our room on our bed. He lays next ti me and holds me tight, while he's fondling my head. I'm not able to speak now, I'm still shocked. That dream was to real.