She is the one

Part 30.

Jasmine's POV

I slowly wake up in the sound of an opening door at around 4am. It has to be Shawn! I get up fast and head to the door as it suddenly opens.
- Shaw... - I say but I get interrupted by disappointment.
- Oh no sorry honey, it's just me. - Karen says smiling slightly.
- Come in. - I say and close the door behind her.
- I just wanted to look after you if Shawn is already back, but it looks like he isn't.
- Right, he isn't. - I say and sit down on the bed and rub face. Karen gets some water and gives it to me. I thank her kindly and she sits down next to me and hugs me.
- Okay honey, I suggest you something. You can sleep at our place too, so you wouldn't be so alone here. Sounds good? - she says smiling.
- Uhm yeah, thank you. - I say smiling slightly and hug her. We get up and she takes my suitcase.
- Take some clothes and stuff with you. - she says and I nod. I walk over to the wardrobe and grab some clothes and stuff to put it into the suitcase.
After about 5 minutes later we walk out of my room over to Karen's. She opens the door and I can see Manny sitting on the bed reading a book. We get in and Karen walks over to Manny and gives him a kiss.
- There are some problems between Shawn and Jasmine, so I suggested her that she could sleep at out place too. Would it be okay for you? - Karen says and Manny lays down the book and stands up.
- Of course, of course. No problem. - Manny says wondering and comes over to me.
- Has Shawn done something stupid? - he asks me looking straight into my eyes.
- No Manny, no. - I say trying to smile but it doesn't works. Manny still looks at me and hugs me tight.
- Okay, feel like home. - Manny goes back to bed and I lay down my stuff next to the couch before I sit down.
- Here, some bedding. - Karen says and gives me a pillow and a blanket.
- And if you need something elsey feel free to ask.
- Thank you so much Karen, I really appreciate it. - I say and she nods. I put down the bedding and lay down before I cover myself with the blanket.
Karen and Manny tell me goodnight and turn off the light. I can't sleep, I'm just thinking about Shawn.

> The next morning <

It's around 8am as I wake up. I turn around to Karen and Manny and they are already awake too. I have to say that my head hurts so much, that's the worst headache ever. It's definitely from all the crying and worrying. Damn it.
I slowly sit up and rub my eyes as suddenly Karen stands in front of me with a cup of hot chocolate.
- Oh good morning sweetheart, how are you? I made you some hot chocolate. - she says and gives me the hot chocolate.
- I feel not much better to be honest, thanks. - I say and take a sip. I stand up and take my stuff before I go into the bathroom to dress myself and brush my teeth.
About 10 minutes later I'm ready and come out of the bathroom again.
- Thanks again to you Karen and Manuel, but I think I should go to my place again and look if Shawn's there. - I say and they nod.
I take my suitcase and stuff and go out of their room to mine. I take out my keys and open the door slowly, I hope Shawn's there.
I come in and close the door behind me before I lay down my stuff next to the bed, but Shawn isn't there. Suddenly the bathroom door opens and Shawn comes out just in his shorts. I look at him and he stop walking.
- Shawn... - I say and slowly put down the keys.
Shawn ignores me and walks upset to the wardrobe and takes out a shirt.
- Shawn, we need to talk!
- We need to talk?! I don't think so! You can take your stuff and go back to Matt again. Just leave me alone! - he says half shouting and turns around to me. I can see the tears in his eyes and all of sudden tears are rolling down my cheeks too.
- I wasn't at Matt's. I told you it's not like it seemend. - I say crying.
- It wasn't as it seemed? Hah, that's funny. - he says and puts on his shirt. I walk over to him but be stopps me.
- Don't come too close. - he says and a tear is rolling down his cheek.
- Shawn, please let me explain! - I say crying.
- I-I don't know Jasmine. I really don't know. - he says looking at me.
- Okay...I'll leave you alone. - I say and rub away my tears.
- Or even better you'll leave me alone...forever. - he says.
I nod and take my suitcase again before I open the door and go out of the room. I look back to Shawn who's looking at me too one last time and close the door behind me.
So that's the end. That's the fucking end of our relationship. I lost the love of my life, forever.