She is the one

Part 48.

Jasmine's POV

After the dinner we're still sitting in the garden and enjoy the time together. As a family. You have to know that you're family should be the most important thing for you. They're always there for you, no matter what. And I really appreciate it, I appreciate them.
Everything they did and do.
- Jasmine, let's get up. I have to tell you a lot of new things! - my brother says and winks at me. Okay, he wants to know the thing about me and Shawn. I lay down my glass and get up.
- I'm coming. - I say smiling and walk up to him. My mom and dad are smiling at us, I'm so happy to have them as my family. I couldn't wish for a better family.
We walk up the stairs into Chris' room where lay down on his bed. He closes the door behind him and sits down next to me.
- Now tell me lil sis. If he did something bad to you I promise I'll talk to him or whatever it takes. Nobody's allowed to make my lil sis sad. - he says smiling and strokes my head.
I sigh and sit up again.
- It's complicated. - I say not knowing how to explain it to him.
- We have all the time of the world. I'll listen to you even if it would take the whole night.
I smile at him.
- So uhm, there was an old classmate of Sophie who wanted to meet me. We haven't seen each other for years, it was awkward. We talked and wrote a lot and then he wanted to go eat dinner with me. I told Shawn but he didn't wanted me to go, nevertheless I did go eating dinner with him. But before I went to the restaurant Shawn and I had a bigger fight... - I say but when I think of it my heart hurts.
- Why? What happened?
- I told him that he acts childish and he just sait that the old classmate just wants more than friendship with me, so I became a little bit upset, because it seems like he doesn't trusts me, and said that he should go to Hailey and have fun with her as well in that time when I'll have fun with the classmate. Hailey was his friendship + or whatever they had. I don't know. But Shawn went angry as hell and screamed at me and called me a slut and that he hates me. I-I don't know why or what bu... - I say but I can't finish the sentence. Tears start to scroll down my cheeks and my throat begins to hurt.
- He screamed at me so loud, I was so scared of him. - I say and start to cry even more.
Chris puts his arms around me and hugs me tight. I just can't handle with fights. Especially when I have them with Shawn. It destroyes me inside and breaks my heart. He is my weakness.
- It's okay. Everything will be alright, I promise. It's normal to have fights in a relationship and sometimes they're even more worse than others. And I bet Shawn doesn't mean the things he said, he was just jealous and afraid to lose you. I would be jealous as well. Look, how would you react if Shawn would go eating dinner with another girl, hm? - he says and wipes away my tears with his thumb.
Well, he's right. I would be jealous too. So am I the one who act childish? Or were we two acting childish?
- But what if he really hates me and doesn't loves me? What if he just pretends it? - I ask Chris nervous.
- No no no, that's not true. Shawn loves you with his whole heart, I know it. I already spoke with him about you and he always told me how much he loves you and that you're the love of his life. Believe me, he loves you.
Shawn spoke with Chris about me? I hope just good things. I wipe away my tears and hug Chris again.
- Thank you Chris, I love you.
- I love you too Jasmine. You can always count on me, I'm always there for you. - he says and grabs his laptop.
- And now let's watch a movie and forget the problems! You can choose! - he says chuckling and gives me the laptop. I chuckle too and look for a good movie.
Maybe he's right. I really hope Shawn doesn't meant it like that. And I didn't meant the things I said as well. I'll talk to Shawn tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be alright again.