She is the one

Part 27.

Jasmine's POV

Shawn was at an Interview since now and I just sat on the bed thinking about what will happen tonight. I sit up as suddenly the hotel room door opens and Shawn comes in with his „I need a break" face.
- Hey Shawn, how was the Interview? - I ask him smiling slightly and he takes off his jacket and lays down his keys on the table.
- It was okay. - he says and takes a water bottle to drink something. I nod and lay back on the bed again.
- What did you do since now? I mean it's already 4pm and I left at 12. - he asks me and puts down the bottle on the table before he walks over to me.
- Nothing special, just reading and thinking. - I say while I'm staring at the wall. To be honest I just can think about what will bappen tonight and what for a worse person I am. Shawn takes a seat next to me on the bed and begins to stroke my head.
- Everything okay with you? - he asks worried and leans down to give me a soft kiss. I sit up again and look him in the eyes. For a moment I say nothing, but then the words find their way out of my mouth.
- Yeah, everything's okay. Don't worry. - I say smiling slightly and give him another soft kiss. He smile and I lay down my head against his chest. Maybe I'd probably tell him the truth, but maybe it would destory the relationship. I can't take the risk.
- So uhm when will you meet my family? - he asks me quietly.
- About 8pm but I have to go at about 7:15pm to be punctual. - I say trying to sound convincing and he stands up and grabs the laptop.
- Okay fine, then we still got about 2 hours to watch a movie. - he says chuckling and sits down next to me again.
2 hours are over again and we finished the movie. I really enjoyed the time together and thinking about how this day will end makes me feel sick. I grab my dress and put it on before I put on some makeup too. Ready for the night I come out of the bathroom where I can see Shawn sitting on the chair messaging Andrew.
- Oh hey babe, Andrew cancelled the meeting 'cause he doesn't feels good. So I'll wait here for you to come home. - he says and kisses me softly.
- Okay uhm, I'll hurry. - I say trying to chuckle and grab my stuff. I say bye go Shawn and go out of our room before I close the door bshind me. It breaks my heart to do this, but I know that it's for the best...