She is the one

Part 57.

Shawn takes my hand and smiles at me.
He can't wait any longer to perform on stage, I can see it in his eyes.
- We have to take the back door for getting in. You know, too many fans. - he says smiling and we walk behind the building to the back door, where his bodyguard is already waiting for us.
- Good morning Shawn! - bodyguard says kindly and nods.
Shawn nods back and I smile at him.
- Morning. - Shawn says smiling and we get into the building.
- Your bodyguard is supposed to call you Shawn? - I ask suprised and Shawn begins to chuckle.
- Yeah, haha. I don't really like it to be called 'Mr. Mendes' or something. Especially not of the people I spend a lot of time with. - he tells me and I nod.
We walk further and I don't know where we are going. I just see doors and even more doors.
Suddenly Shawn stops and points at a door.
- I think this is our dressing room.
- Our? You mean yours. - I say smiling and he looks at me with a expression I have never seen before. It looks like he has to laugh, but also very serious.
- No babe. I meant ours. Everything which is mine is yours too. Except my heart, that's all yours. - he says smiling and gives me a soft kiss.
- I love you.
- I love you too babe. - he says and slowly opens the door.
We get in and I take a deep breath.
I hope I can stand this day, I feel so crappy.
To be honest this room doesn't looks like a 'dressing room' for me, more like a hotel room.
In this room there is a big couch, a tv, some wardrobes and a mini fridge. It really looks like a hotel room for me.
- Okay babe, I'm gonna go to the soundcheck and then I'll come back. But you can come with me if you want. - he suggests me but I refuse.
I think I'm gonna lay down at the couch before I have to go to the sidestage looking at his show.
I can barely stand, my head and stomach are hurting so much. This is unbelievable.
I lay down on the couch and close my eyes.
- Okay, I'll be right back. - he says smiling and leans down over me to give me a long and passionately kiss as suddenly the room door opens and some crew members jump in.
- Shawnie dude! - Mike screams and gives Shawn a bro hug.
Aye, my head. Does he have to scream so loud?
- Calm down Mike, we aren't on stage yes haha. - Zubin says chuckling and Shawn and Mike start to chuckle too.
- We waited for you to come to the soundcheck, but as we can see you had some things to do. - Zubin says chuckling and points at me.
How embarrassing.
- Haha, I was about to go to the soundcheck and then you came in. - Shawn says smiling and takes his phone.
- Well, then let's go! Can't wait to hit my drums. - Mike says and walks outside.
Mike is such a dork, even though he's pretty cute.
Shawn gives me an air kiss and walks outside the room with Zubin.
Now it's just me and my absolute horrible headache.
And my hurting stomach. And the dizzy feeling. I hate it.
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- Isn't she cute while sleeping? - I hear someone whispering.
I slowly open my eyes, I guess I fell asleep. But I don't feel better.
- Haha yeah, unbelievable cute. - Geoff says.
- I can hear you. - I say and slowly sit up.
You should've seen the faces of Shawn and Geofd. Priceless!
- Ohh hey babe. - Shawn says smiling embarrassed and comes up to me to give me a kiss.
- I-I am waiting outside the room. - Geoff says smiling and walks out of the room.
Shawn begins to chuckle and looks at the closing door.
- Are you coming to the sidestage watching my performance? - he asks excited like a little kid and gives me another kiss.
I smile into the kiss and mumble "yeah".
I love it when he's excited like a little kid.
- Perfect, let's go. - he says and takes my hand to help me up. Gawd my head and stomach. I slowly get up and take my phone before I follow Shawn to the sidestage.
It's great here. I can see the whole stage and the crowd, never seen a better place for a concert!
- Okay, I gotta get my guitar. The show starts in 5 minutes! See you then babe, enjoy the show. - Shawn says smiling and gives me another soft kiss before he walks under the stage to get his guitar and headphones for the show.
I am really excited for the performance, really, but I guess I won't be able to enjoy it a lot. The pain distracts me too much.
I lean against the wall and look at my phone as suddenly the show begins.
"Let's welcome Shawn Mendes!" a man says into a microphone and the whole crowd begins to scream.
It feels like my bead ia going to explode.
Shawn walks on stage and starts to sing 'Fallin' all in you'.
This song is one of my favorites.
Shawn and I have a lot of eye contact. It's an amazing feeling.
While I watch Shawn singing I feel more and more dizzy. I wish here would be a chair or something, I can't stand anymore.
- Hey, is everything okay? - Andrew asks me worried and grabs my arm to hold me up.
I look around to realise that Andrew is standing right behind me.
- Oh uhm yeah. I just feel a little bit dizzy right now. But it's okay. - I say and smile slightly at him.
- You don't look like you're okay honey. Let's get you something to drink and a couch to lay down. - he says and I look back at Shawn.
He's singing so beautiful and he's smiling so bright.
Suddenly he looks at me as he sings the line 'Every time I see you baby I get lost. If I'm dreaming, baby, please don't wake me up.' and smiles at me with a cute smile. I smile back as Andrew pulls me slightly.
- Come on. I don't want you to faint or something. - he says worried and I follow him.
- Wait a second. - I say and he turns around.
I lean against a wall and take a deep breath. Holy moly, I feel like falling any second.
All of sudden I can barely hear anything and everything gets black.