She is the one

Part 26.

Jasmine's POV

I wash my hands and walk out of the bathroom as I see Shawn sitting on my phone.
- Shawn? What are you doing on my phone? - I ask him nervous ans he looks at me before I close the door behind me.
- I just searched something on the Internet about Niall Horan's show next week. I thought about going to it.  - he says smiling at me and lays down my phone back on the table. Thanks god, he didn't read the message of Matt, I would be dead! I walk over to him and he pulls me down on his lap and we fall back on the bed.
- Do you have a hangover? - I asks him chuckling and he begins to grin.
- You're so mean, I hate you! - he says laughing and pushes my away from him. I laugh and try to give him a kiss but he tries to dodge.
- Now you're mean! - I say and try to look serious.
- Silly thing. - he laughs and gives me a long passionately kiss.
- You know that I love you babe. You mean the world to me.
On no. It hurts even more to hear this from Shawn while I'm not honest with him. I can't cheat on him, but I already cheated on him in the club. Or wasn't it really „cheating”, I mean it wasn't my intention to make out with Matt. Damn, I'm such a worst person, I don't deserve him. He deserves someone better than me, someone who is honest with him, someone who doesn't makes out in a club with a random guy. I hate myself so much right now.
- Hey babe? Are you still here? - Shawn says chuckling.
- Oh yeah, sorry I was lost in my thoughts. - I say smiling and he pulls me tight.
- I have a meeting with the crew this evening and if you like you could comes with us. I would be glad. - he says still smiling and kisses my neck.
- Uhm, that sounds nice but uhm...I-I meet uhm Karen, Manuel and Aaliyah this evening, so yes uhm sorry. - I say trying to sound convincing but he just looks at me in a weird way.
- You'll meet my family? Okay... - he says wondering and stand up.
- Uhm yes, Aaliyah asked me to. - I say and take my phone. I'm going to meet Matt, I can't let him destroy my relationship with this lie. I really don't want to do this, but I have no other choice.
I turn on my phone and start tipping the message for Matt.
Jasmine: Hey Matt, it's Jasmine. I thought about it and I'll do what you suggested. I'm going to meet you, but please don't tell Shawn! Thanks.
I sent the messages about 5 minutes ago and already get an answer.
Matt: Glad to hear gorgeous. Meet me at Avenue de Lowendal at 8pm. I'm excited for you.
Well then...