She is the one

Part 58.

Shawn's POV

'Fallin' all in you' is a very special song to me and I really enjoy singing it live on stage, while my beautiful girlfriend is standing sidestage and keeps eye contact with me.
Suddenly she disappears behind the walls. I keep looking sidestage to see if she's coming back, but I guess she went to the toilet or somewhere else. My face is covered with a huge smile of happiness.
The crowd always makes me feel comfortable and to hear them singing with me is one of my favorite things being a singer.
I lay down my guitar and walk over to the piano which is standing in the middle of the stage. Before I lay down my fingers on the keys I take my water bottle and drink something. It's hell hot in here.
Seconds passes by and I start playing 'Perfectly wrong'.
It's one of the most emotional songs I've ever written. And I think it's beautiful in one song and perform it with passion.
While singing the song I sometimes look ever to the sidestage where I wait for my amazing angel to show up and look at me with perfect smile and beautiful eyes.
I always get weak by her eyes.
Unfortunately she doesn't shows up the whole song over.
Where did she went?
A little bit of worry flows through me and goosebumps cover my body.
I don't know why I am this worried about her not standing sidestage looking at me, but I have this weird feeling.
A feeling that something's wrong. But maybe I'm just totally wrong and she's just laying in the dressing room taking a nap because of her headache or something. I often worry about the smallest things.
Nevertheless I need to get her after the performance to take her on stage. I have a big surprise for her.
All of sudden someone taps on my shpulder and I get pulled out of my thoughts.
I turn around and see Zubin standing behind me.
- Dude, grab your guitar. Last song, the fans are waiting. - he says and I turn my head to the crowd.
I get up and walk over to my guitar to grab it and start playing the next and last song for today. 'Mercy'.
I love this song and it will always be one of my favorites. 
I can feel the passion the crowed took with them today and I get goosebumps again.
It's just an unbelievable amazing feeling.
A few minuted later the song ends as well and I am kinda reliefed.
Now I can search my girl and take her in my arms again. Half an hour is more than enough for me without her. It felt like years.
I am so excited at how she'll react when I show her the surprise in front of the whole crowd. I hope it'll make her happy.
I take my bottle of the crowd and lay my guitar back on stage before I walk backstage again.
Some guy gives me a towel to dry my neck and face.
I'm always sweating like an idiot on stage, like really.
I take it and thank him, before I walk further to search my girl. I need to see her. I need to press my lips on her soft pink lips again.
I'm rushing to my dressing room and open it full excitement to see her agaim, but disappointed confronts me.
She isn't here. Where is she?
I sit down on the couch and take out my phone, looking through it to find her contact.
I call her but nobody answers the phone.
I call her again but she still doesn't answers.
I leave a voicemail and get up to get some fresh clothes.
Shawn: Hey babe, where you are? I'm worried, please call me back. Oh, and I have got a surprise for you.
Hopefully she hears it and calls back as soon as possible. I'm really worried right now. She wouldn't disappear without telling me, I know that.
Suddenly somebody knocks at the door and my heart begins to beat faster. Maybe it's Jasmine! It has to be her!
I ran over to it and open it with a smile. But it disappers as soon as I realise that it isn't her. It's Geoff. I let him in and he closes the door behind him.
- Hey, have you seen Jasmine? I'm looking for her the whole time but I can't find her. And she doesn't answers her phone, I'm kinda worried. - I ask him and put on a fresh shirt.
Geoff has a weird expression on his face, is he okay?
- Uhm, that's exactly why I'm here.
I am confused. Why is he here because of Jasmine?
- What? - is the only thing that comes of my mouth.
Geoff walks over to my couch and sits down.
- Could you please sit down for a second?
What the hell is going on? Why is Geoff acting so weird? But I listen to him and sit down next to him.
- Listen Shawn... - he says and my stomach is feeling weird.
- Uhm...earlier, Andrew was on the way to his room as he saw Jasmine standing sidestage. She staggered back and couldn't really stand anymore. Andrew calles her name several times but she didn't heard him. So he went up to her and she nearly fell down. He took her and wanted to lay down in your room as she suddly fainted. - he says with a broken voice and my heart stops beating for a second. I hold my breath as Geoff continues talking.
- We called the ambulance and they took her to the hospital.
- What? No! - I say and jump up grabbing my car keys and phone.
Tears suddenly escape eyes and make me barely see anything. I began to cry.
Everything I feel right now is sadness and worry and I don't know how to handle it. She is my love, my world, my life. And I can't handle that she's in the hospital. What if she's not going to be okay? I don't even know why she fainted.
I open the door and rush outside the building a Geoff grabs my arm from behind.
- You're not going to drive this car, you're not able to right now. Give me the keys. - he says and so I does.
We both get in the car and he starts to drive.
- She isn't alone there btw, Andrew went with her. - he says but I don't care.
My love is in the hospital and I couldn't even do something for her. I can't stop crying, I'm so overwhelmed.
After a few minutes we arrive at the hospital and I get out of the car. We both start rushing into the bulding and I ask the woman at the reception where she's laying. I don't even care if I half shouted or sounded rude. All I care about is Jasmine.
The woman tells me where she lays and I walk to her room, Geoff follows me.
As we're standing in front of the door it opens and Andrew steps out, totally suprised to see us.
- Hey. - he says but I ignore him.
I walk past him into the room and see my precious girl laying in a bed with hoses on her whole body. My heart stops beating again and I break down crying on her bed. I take her hand and kiss every knuckle of it.
- You're going to be okay, you have to be okay. - I say and lay my head down on her stomach. Every part of my body hurts. It hurts to see her like this.
Geoff and Andrew come in and help me standing up again.
- I-Is she sleeping or wha-what is wrong with her? - I say even though my sentence didn't even make sense.
- Calm down Shawn, she's going to be okay. - Andrew says and hugs me. Yeah, even he hugs me to calm me down.
- What is wrong with her? - I asks him and he begins to smile slighy.
- What's so fucking funny right now? My girlfriend is laying in the fucking hospital and you're laughing? - I say and step back.
- Calm down Shawn, I have a amzing reason to smile. - he says and I rub my eyes. I look at him wondering and he starts to talk further.
- As we arrived in the hospital the do's checked her completely and soon found the reason for her fainting.
- Tell me! - I say even more worried and he chuckle.
- She's pregnant. You're going to become a dad. - he says smiling and I gasp for air.
What? What the...?
I am becoming what?
I can't believe what he just said break down.
I begin to cry again. But not because of sadness, in the opposite. Because of pure happiness.
I. Am. Going. To. Be. A. Dad.
- I'm going to be a dad! - I shout and a big smile appears on my face.
Geoff and Andrew both hug me and congrats me as I look her at my sleeping angel.
This whole drama because of a little human growing in her stomach. We're getting a baby!
I sit down next to her on Jasmine's bed and stroke her head slightly. I take her hand and kiss her forehead as she suddenly opens her eyes.