She is the one

Part 46.

Jasmine's POV

It's been about 5 hours since we ate breakfast and cleaned up everything after. It was fun to clean up with Shawn, we were just laughing and teasing each other. He's such a lovely guy.
I'm sitting on the couch while Shawn is having shower. I get up and look out of the window at the beautiful skyline of Toronto as suddenly two strong arms hug me from behind. Shawn starts to kiss my neck and bites slightly in my ear. I turn around and give him a soft kiss.
- Oh, you're ready? - I say chuckling.
- What does that means? - he says smiling and starts to rub his hair dry with a towel.
- Well, you took so long. I nearly missed you. - I say and begin to get trough his damp hair with my finders.
- Nearly? Woah.
- I'm joking. I missed you. A lot. - I chuckle and turn back to the skyline. It's a wonderful view, especially when it's dark outside and everything is illuminates by lights. I could get lost in this view.
- It's a beautiful view, isn't it? - he asks me smiling and lays down the towel on a chair.
- Oh yes, it is. I love it.
- Me too. This view was the inspiration for the name of my last album 'Illuminate'. - he says still smiling. Wow, he's a genius.
Suddenly my phone rings and I walk over to the couch to loom at it. Shawn looks at me with a curious expression.
I open my messages and I got a message from Jordy.
• Can't wait to see you tonight! So excited to spend the evening with you. x Jordy. •
Fuck. I forgot it. I forgot that I've got to eat dinner with Jordy tonight. Shit. I lay down my phone again and run into the bathroom to get ready. Shit, what time is it?!
- SHAWN? WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?! - I scream out of the bathroom and he comes over to me and looks at his watch.
- It's 4:27pm, why? What's up? - he says nervous and looks at me with a concerned expression.
- Shit, shit! Uhm Jordy asked me to have dinner with him tonight because yesterday I wasn't free and I promised him...I couldn't say no. - I say and start to make my hair and my make-up.
- Oh and when did you wanted to tell me that? - he says kinda pissed. I take my dress which still hangs at the door and start to take off my T-shirt.
- Shawn I forgot it by myself. If I had remembered I had told you! - I say hectic and put on the dress.
- But you already knew it yesterday and you haven't told me! - he says and sits down on the edge of the bathtub. I take my clothes and put the together and lay them down on the wardrobe next to me.
- I didn't wanted to ruin the evening!
He annoys me a little bit, it wasn't my attention to not tell him! Why doesn't he understands this?
- But you ruin it now! - he says madly and gets up to go back in the living room. I follow him and put my stuff together.
- Why do you act like this right now?! - I say a little bit loudly while I'm not looking at him.
- Because I don't want you to meet him and you know that! But you just do it anyway! - he says half screaming.
- Yeah, because he's a old friend of mine!! - I say half screaming back.
- But he wants more, don't you vet it?!
- No, because he doesn't! Calm down Shawn, you're overactin! - I say loud and walk over to grab my jacket.
- I should calm down? Why? Because my girlfriend is going to eat dinner with another boy who wants more than friendship from her?!
- Thinm what you want to think. You act like a child!
- No, I'm not! You're just too dumb to notice the truth!
- Ah okay...when I'm going to do other stuff with Jordy, why don't you meet with Hailey? Then we both would have fun tonight! - I say pissed.
- SHUT UP! - he screams angry and I wince. What is wrong with him?!
- Don't talk to me like that!
I feel the tears coming, I hate to argue with Shawny especially because of nothing.
- THEN DON'T GIVE ME A REASON FOR THAT! CANCEL IT! - he screams and walks over to me.
- NO I WON'T! I'M GOING NOW. BYE! - I scream and open the front door and go out.
- I HATE YOU, SLUT! - he shouts and closes the door behind me.
What did he just said? He hates me and I'm a slut? Does he still loves me or does he just don't wants to be alone? Tears are rolling down my cheeks and I feel anxious and angry. I don't want to lose him again, he's to important to me. But what is if he doesn't loves me anymore?