In Love With My Stepsister (BWWM)

Chapter 6: Let It Go

Sierra

You know it feels really good to have someone hold you and it makes you feel warm and protected. For the majority of the day we took a lazy day. We actually did go for a run though but when it started raining we quickly sprinted back.

We took a shower together again and he wanted to be frisky and started kissing my neck. But I told him that if we were going to have sex, we'd have to find another location.

So his bed, the floor, and the kitchen counter.

It was fun. The most fun I've had with any man in the longest time. A few months before I met Kenneth, I was in a pretty good relationship. I actually thought that we would eventually get married one day. I really thought it was going to happen but we ended breaking up, it was mutual though. He didn't cheat on me or anything of that such but the connection started to drift away. Obviously, our "love" wasn't that strong to even have a real future.

However, as for Kenneth I tried so hard to block him from an "us" forming but ha that's not happening.

Our lazy day together felt like something we've been doing for years. It felt natural. There was no more tension between us which was a big relief.

I think I might love him. Shit no, it's too fast, right? But even if it is too fast, I can't deny it anymore he's just so amazing. So at this point right now, I could care less about our parents. There's someone for everyone so just because our parents are together doesn't mean that they're meant for each other.

I know Kenneth is for me, I can feel it in the pit of my stomach. Or maybe that's just hunger.

"Kenneth, do you have cereal? I'm hungry."

"Yeah I have a lot." He kissed my cheek and gently pushed me up from laying on him so he could get up.

I made myself comfortable on the couch while he walked to his kitchen. "Uh, I have fruit loops, frosted flakes, cheerios, raisin bran, and kashi vanilla graham clusters."

I thought for a few seconds, I usually eat the healthy cereals but today I was feeling spontaneous.

"How about Fruit loops and frosted flakes mixed together." I smiled at him.

He smirked and mixed two bowls of the cereals I picked then walked over with them to me. I took mine and told him thank you.

As we ate in comfortable silence, I had to ask him about us and what this all meant.

"We need to talk."

"Oh no, we're already over before we just started." he pouted staring into his bowl of just milk.

I laughed so hard and sat mine on the coffee table.

I set my hands on his shoulders. "Kenneth look at me. I'm not trying to end this before it started... you think I'm that stupid?"

He grinned and shook his head no. "So what is it?"

I crawled on his lap and put his face in my hands. "Listen to me Kenneth, I just want to know if this is real now."

He licked his lips and answered, "Is that what you want? For real this time because once I tell you yes, then there's no stopping me." He nibbled on my ear.

I nodded, "Yes. I want to be with you and I'm not going to pretend anymore and I'm serious."

"Good, because you were killing me." He joked. "We can make this work I promise."

"But we still can't tell, well until the time is right." I added.

"Okay, I don't care unless I'm with you." He caressed my cheek and grabbed my face.