Interlude Addiction 18+ ✔️

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3 days after
Jimin's Apartment

"You really have to do this?"

"Yes. I have. I don't want more regret and heartbreak. It's so not me, I've changed so much jimin"

"Can't you follow me taking a vacation all over the world instead? I still have 3 weeks of breaks"

"And break your heart instead? No, jimin  i don't want to give you hope. I tried, but I can't"

" Thank you for being honest with me. It's hurt to hear that, but it must be difficult for you to express yourself honestly"

You huff the breath you never know you were holding. "Thank god you understand, i feel like i was tossed to a salad mixer  and you know how i had vegetables" he laughed

"You need a ride? I can drive you"

"No. It's a long way.... But i think i do need a ride to somewhere" he wait for your answer

*******

Yoongi apartment

You were contemplating yourself either to punched the password and unlocked the key or just ring the bell. But jimin already race you to it by ringing the bell. After two ringging of bells.

The door was opened by a girl. It's the girl who steals number one search engine together with yoongi since a few days ago where the paparazzi catch them going to a hospital together before another photo of them leaked, kissing near a park.

It's his Ex-girlfriend. Son ya na, or also known as angel, a popular kpop idol who move in solo.

They were lots gossip of she's pregnant with yoongi's child in the internet. Where finally the truth of them had been in a relationship since two years back were busted to the whole world, leaving the truth about their once breaking up.

Jimin tighten the hold on your hand to give you the support you need when he realised how you were lost in your mind after Yana open the door. Your eyes move down to the oversized shirt she was wearing. It's your favourite yoongi's shirt. You gulped.

"I need to see yoongi"

"Yoongi is not here. He have work" she said

"I thought we still have 3 weeks breaks?" Jimin mocked

" yana who is it?" Yoongi voice were heard from inside the apartment which brings jimin  'tching' with yana's lying.

"No one!" She yell back before staring at the two of you. Whispering 'you guys should go. And never show your face to him again' i know the second sentence she was giving it to me as she was looking at me intensely up and down.

"Yoongi hyung! Don't be a chicken! I know you're inside!" Yana gasp with jimin sudden shout which brings her giving a glare toward jimin who later replied with a smirk.

"Jimin?.. y-y/n.." You heard yoongi's voice nearer. When you move up your head. Your gaze were locked with him for the first time after days of separate and heartbreak. His eyes were slightly tearing in the brim, Sending thousand kinds of feelings inside you.

"They need to talk together. It's should be nice of you to get your ass away" jimin sassed

"Like hell i would. Over my dead body" she replied. Clinging to yoongi's arm.

Looking away with a sigh. You cleared your throat before digging into your pocket   taking out a silver key with shooky keychain. Staring at it for a bit before handling to him

"It's okay. I came here just to give him this. I should probably return this to you. I won't be needing this after today. Make sure you change your password too."

He looks down at the key, feeling his heart drop a little. Reaching up slowly taking the key from your hand. Fingers brushed and he just stays there for a little while. It's as if he wanted to stay there forever, but Yana's pull his hands away from yours with a grunt.

"You already give him. Now you can go, together with your boyfriend." She smirk, seeing your intertwined hands with jimin. You saw yoongi were staring at it too.

"I can be what i wanna be, as long as I'm not the reason of someone break ups"

"Love, look at your brother." Yana's clings herself more closer to yoongi. Almost bring tears to yourself

"Let's go y/n." Jimin pulled you away knowing how broke you are seeing them like that.

Jimin were driving you to the place where you asked him to drop you off and he is more than happy to help you. Once inside his car, you are again. Lost in your mind. Looking at the clear blue sky.

Remembering yoongi.

Sometimes when i look at you, i feel like I'm gazing at the distant star. It's dazzling, but the lights are ten thousand of years ago. Maybe the starts doesn't exist anymore. Yet sometimes, the light seems more real and honest.

You were out of your thoughts when jimin touched your shoulder to tell you, you already arrived at the destination. You look at the place and smiled forcefully.

The train station.

The place once you were scared to be at before going to Seoul. Thanks to that zombie  movie you watched with your friends back in busan.

"Are you really going to do this?"

"Yeah. Staying here might break me more. I'm not that strong jimin"

He smiled, grasping my hand in his

"You can always call me if anything alright? I'll be there for you. Always, i promise" he smile lovingly as your tears brimming again for the hundredth time in this few days.

'If only we can choose the person we can give our love to. I'll definitely chose you jimin' you thought before end up hugging him. He were startled at first, but hug you the second he get the hang of it

"Thank you for everything  jimin."

"Anything for my sweetheart" he cupped my face before leaving a kiss on my forehead. Staring straight into my eyes. Searching for a confirmation.

"You can always use me to distract your mind from him you know?" He raised is brows. Giving me crazy kind of plan that i will have to think twice to go. But...

"You're too nice for me to break you" i cupped his face back before leaning a kiss on his forehead just how he did with mine.

He brought me closer so he can hug me. You nuzzled against his chest so he can embrace you. He lays his chin on top of your head and doesn't let go of you. You feel so loved when he with you, it's like all the worries and pain flee away.

"If we both still single in our thirties. Let's get married. He says, squeezing you tighter. Your chuckles were muffled on his chest

"What makes you said that?"

" I always wanted you to feel happy. I hate to see you sad, how can you be happy when you're alone?" You look up at him and he looks down at you.

"Sure, but it's a low chance that it will happen. I'm gorgeous, i have guys lining up outside my door" you teased and he scoff

" Self love at it's finest" he mumbles and the both of you end up laughing.

"Are you really okay by yourself?" He asked again

"I am. That is how it's always be before. I'm gonna be okay" I give him my widest smile.

"Okay... Fine."

'I might be okay but I'm not fine at all'