Interlude Addiction 18+ ✔️

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As days past by and it's count as your seventh month living together with yoongi.

You didn't know that you could be comfortable staying with him when all you remembered, your first impression of him is not really a good impression and vice versa. That's why he wanted you stay with him,  he can watch over you so you did not tell the public of his relationship with his ex.

That is also the reason of why he started to kissing you. One, is to distract himself from his ex and also to stop smoking. But you don't think smoking is one of his problem anymore as you didnt see him addicted to that deadly nicotine again.

But you didn't really point this problem to him as you yourself, were addicted to his kisses.  Addicted to his tongue technology that made you swirm in your own thoughts when you were kissing him.

He didn't joke around when he kiss, like the way he didn't joke around when he rap that 45 seconds rap with hundreds of words like a rap god he is, in one single breath.

But despite the rude him that you knew. He seems more soft and more open toward you.  He started to feel good to talk about his days, to vent his anger, and start to know each other likes and dislikes while living everyday life together in one house.

Ofcourse, we quarrel sometimes because living with someones is not all cupcakes and rainbows.  Like that one time we had a big argument because of a freakin nugget.

"Well yoongi, if jin oppa eat three of your nugget out of 6. How much left for you?"

"None!"

"You don't know math yoongi"

"And you don't know jin hyung y/n. I told you to make mine separately!" And we argued for hours until jin order us a set of nuggets each.

You also remembers yoongi is not really easy to be drunk as he have a high tolerance in handling his alcohol. But when he's drunk. It was an emotional mess FOR ME. He is insanely... Cute?

"Y/n why don't you have a boyfriend?"

"Because i used to have a strict parents"

"Ask me back why i don't have a girlfriend, y/n"

I look at him with a straight eyes, ready to give a sharp comment. But he cut me with a  'tch'. I groaned rolling my eyes.

"Why don't you have a girlfriend yoongi?" Seriously to be said, my voice is monotone.

"Because you used to have a strict parents" he proudly smirk

"Okay that was kinda smooth"

"You know what's beautiful?" He suddenly change the topic

"What now?"

"You" he sheepishly smiled showing his adorable gummy smile. By that time, i was looking at him with slight pink cheeks. Hoping the dark will hide it well.

"What a line. Stop flirting with me yoongi"

"What? I don't have any girlfriend.  might as well spoiled you with cheesy line."

"What are you? Three?"

"Three years older than you kitten" he poke my nose and i slap his fingers away from my face

"Ahhh i need to compose more lyrics but my mind is full of you" he said unknowingly bring flutters to my heart that urge me to drown him with pillows to hide my shyness by that time.

My mind were out from the memoryland as soon as i heard yoongi's voice from my mobile phone. Watching Run BTS. It's been 2 month he was away from Korea to complete his 5 month of BTS world tour.

Almost everyday, before going to bed, he always remember to call or face timing me eventhough the time gap between us is different. He always take his time just to called to know about his apartments and his family condition from me.

Being far away from him for so long make me realise how he had became someone important to me. And how my feelings towards him slowly develope to a much deeper meanings that I can't even interpret. I just want him and be by his side.

I like jimin, Yes. But the like i have is not the same like as how i like yoongi. It's confusing.

What's more confusing is when this one specific conversation through face time between us, after been a months not seeing each other startled me a bit. I keep thinking, Did yoongi also feel the same thing as me?

"I miss you"

"W-what?" I stuttered

"I said i miss holly"

"Oh, i miss you too"

"What?"

"I said i think holly miss you too" i repeat what he's been doing. Pissed at him when i clearly heard him in the first time.

He chuckles his throaty voice out.

"No, really. I miss holly but not as much as I miss you" he pointedly said to me without a stutter.

"Smooth yoongi, smooth" i tried not to show effected

"I'm serious y/n." He said looking so flawlessly beautiful with naked face. I just hummed

"What is the time there? Do have enough rest? What about food?" I attack him with my bombarding questions that put a smile on his lips.

"It's... 3.40am now. I slept after the concert and yes. I already ate my dinner with the boys before sleeping. What about you?"

"Same old. Help your family restaurant and then buying groceries and then go back home and then make ramen an-"

" I miss your terrible cookings"

"Heyy!"

"I miss your smiles, your tantrums, your stupid dance, your warmth, your presence beside me whenever i compose lyrics that turn out to be all about you. I miss your..." He stop as he gaze on my lips from the monitor.

"I miss us" he added that bring me to choke on my own saliva.

"I thought you didn't care about me? "

To my surprise, He laughed. It's a sound that i don't hear much. He really only does it with the boys, rarely around me. Its a beautiful sounds actually. There is something about hearing happiness from someone who seems to exclude coldness, it was satisfying.

"Who said i didn't give a fuck about you kitten?"

"You" i scoff. He make an agreeeing face at first but then he sighs.

" I meant what i do" he stare at me " i don't do things i don't really meant y/n"

'Can you stop being disgustingly sweet like this min yoongi?'

"Alright" is all i can ever answered him. He released a sigh from the other side of the line.

"Maybe i tried to convince myself that i didn't care as you only be a one-time thing and soon to be regretted. But i do give a half fuck about you y/n"

I was lost for words and that's when i heard taehyung and jungkook voice from somewhere eventhough i didn't really see them, knowing yoongi was in his own hotel room alone.

Taehyung: you know, i really love flying
Jungkook: what?
Taehyung: fly into your arms
Jungkook: o-oh

It give's you an idea

"Hey yoongi."

"What?"

"You know, i really love flying"

"The fuck makes you think you can fly?" Here come the satan yoongi

"You're a turn off" i huff

"Oh, did i always turn you on then?" He smirked

"Like hell you do. I'm going to sleep!"

"Okay good night kitten."

"Have a good day there. Missyouyoongi!" you shout in a beat as turning off the face time not waiting for yoongi answers.

"Miss you too. ....... love you" He slightly pout. Smiles in tiny.