Hindrance of Dreams (Montague Series #2)

Dream 14

Enigma

I started to drown on my own thoughts. Halos ikalimang araw na namin dito sa Alcoy and five more days to go para mag pasko. I did stay in his hacienda since hindi pa ako nagpakita sa mansyon. Kuya Xander already knew where am I pero hindi naman siya gumagawa ng kilos.

He doesn't like Cevi. Maybe he wanted to prove his accussation that Cevi is not good for me by letting me discover it by myself?

Sharah:
How are your vacation noble bitches?

Nesha:
Tuyo.

Anak ng! My eyes literally grew wide sa sagot ni Nesha. She has a bad mouth and it is so unusual seeing her being this blunt.

Nesha:
How about you Archibald? Do you enjoy being fingered?

Ako:
Tarantado kayong dalawa! At least kahit papano nababasa. Yung isa diyan?

Mabilis na gumalaw ang kamay ko sa pagtipa ng reply. Masaya kong idinuyan ang duyan habang pinipigilan ang pag ngiti dahil asar na asar na naman si Sharah.

Sharah:
He don't even hold my hand. Papano ako madidiligan? I think I'll be tuyo until I get married :(

Sinarado ko ang GC namin at hinayaan si Nesha ang kumausap doon. She's good in handling about sex life. I mean, kung mayroon ka din namang isang Valentine Archangel alam mo talaga lahat.

"Cevi?" I called him na ngayon ay humihithit ng sigarilyo sa di kalayuan.

"Ano?" Masungit niyang sagot.

Tingnan mo ang gagong tu. Ang lakas maka sungit mode pero daig pa ang manyak kung makahila sa panty ko.

"Am I your girlfriend now?

He refuse to look at me and take another puff on his cigarette. Lump started to form on my throat. Ilang araw ko nang sinubukang magtanong kung nag level up ba kami. If right now he could specify a label, but being ignored is all I got.

In terms of him treating me, he is treating me like his priority. He took care of me like a boyfriend would do. Akala ko, may label na. I only thought it. Ano nga bang magagawa ko? He is Cedric Levi Mendez. A hearty fuckboy who treats everybody fair.

"Cevi.." I whisper audible enough for him to hear.

"You should get inside. It's getting cold."

He puff once again bago niya ito tinapon at tinapakan. My chest tighten at kinagat ang pang ibabang labi ko para hindi uminit ang sulok ng aking mata. He knows how to do this to me. Emotions overpowered me.

"H-hindi mo parin ba masasagot ang tanong ko?"

I've been bothered after what happened in my dad's office. I'm a bit flirt but not to the point I'd let a man touch me there. Siya palang.

"If we got a label, what could be the difference on what we are doing right now?"

He mumbled those words confuse and his dark orbs darted on me. His so confusing. He mark me as his territory. Claim as his friends but kiss like I am his other half. I don't know where to put myself.

"Why can't you commit to me?" I remain impassive like I am not trembling inside.

"Tell me what will be the difference Archibald. I am no good in guessing." He kick lightly the bermuda grass.

"I-" I exhale deeply. "I'll have my rights to you."

He look a bit amuse and confuse at the same time. The midnight eyes says it and his jaw clench a little. Does he have any idea what I am trying to say?