Hindrance of Dreams (Montague Series #2)

Dream 46

Tomorrow

There are moments in our life where our doubts and hunch are always right. That no matter how you convinced yourself to never doubt anyone without hearing their thoughts, your doubts win. Yourself gets blinded and..you believed.

I play with every man during my highschool days..even in my college days. I only stop when Amanda left...I stopped when I met him.

During my journey to come this far, I never..never thought that I would think that he could have another woman. Because he showed me that I am the only one he could have. But I was wrong...he loves me but..he doubted to be tied with me.

"Venice!"

I wipe the tears rolling on my cheeks. Patuloy ako sa pagtakbo at ng makarating ako sa sasakyan ay nanginginig ang aking kamay sa paghawak ng susi.

"Love!"

Tila kakapusin ako ng hangin sa papalapit niyang boses. When I successfully open the door, I get inside and locked it.

"Venice...come on, love.."

I stop myself to look at him. Nasa labas siya hawak ang bintana ng kotse. Nagtataka ako kung bakit ko naririnig ang boses niya yun pala ay bukas ang bintana sa backseat.

"Love..come out. Let's talk.."

I tight my grip on the steering wheel. His breathing was rapid and heavy. Marahan kong inilingon ang aking ulo. His eyes met mine. Nangungusap at nagmamakaawa.

"Love.."

I shake my head. "A-aalis na ako.."

"No, love. Get out. Let me clear things to you." Aniya sa mababang boses.

Hindi ko siya nilingon at diretsong nakakatitig sa kawalan. Should I listen? But I clearly heard it. Puta!

"Open this love, please. Let me talk to you.."

Nagtatalo ang aking isipan kong papakinggan ko siya o patakbuhin itong kotse. But where would I go after running from him? Where would I go if I leave my home?

"Love.."

I slowly turn my head. Umatras siya mula sa sasakyan at ipinasok sa bulsa ang dalawang kamay. Mahina akong napasinghap ng magtagpo ang aming mata. I roll down the window.

"Get out, love..." He whispered lowly. "Please.."

Napalunok ako bago tinuyo ang aking pisngi. I bit my lips to calm and composed myself at dahan-dahang binuksan ang pinto.

Sumilay ang maliit na ngiti sa kanyang labi. This time, it's not about doubts and fear. Tonight, communication and trust. We'll build it stronger.

"May mahika ba ang luha mo?"

"Ano?" Kunot noo kong tanong. Anong klaseng tanong yun?

He chuckled lowly at mahinang naglakad palapit sa akin. He smiled when he stop.

"Uh.." Kumamot siya sa kanyang batok. "I'm not really good at this but.." He held my hands and bring it to his mouth. He straightly look into my eyes. "I love you so much..so much that it hurts me seeing you cry."

"U-Ulol.." My lips tremble.

"Hear me out, love. Don't go..don't leave, love."

He kissed the back of my hand. My limbs tremble and my eyes started to welled-up with tears. I sniffed when he move it away from his lips.