HIDEOUT: LEE TAEYONG

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soyoung

as i entered the changing room, everything was neat and i still couldn't believe johnny kept this for himself and only him. the shower blocks luckily had doors and locks, mirrors were quite foggy after johnny's possibly hot shower. my eyes flickered after spotting bottles of shampoo and body wash, i felt so betrayed.... how could johnny literally keep this as a secret! i am sure a lot of them would desire to just pour water on themselves and feel clean for once during this apocalypse.

honestly i would say we're quite and slightly clean, it's just the blood from those monsters.

i snatched a towel from one of the hangers. as i was about to enter one of the blocks, i briskly stopped after spotting an opened locker, inside it there were clothes, brand new, fresh and clean... hopefully.

i deliberately pulled them out and it was a normal ordinary sopa uniform for a girl student, i kept the plain white shirt, black skirt and threw the yellow jacket back in... i wouldn't wear that, i don't why but i find it embarrassing if i show up looking like one of the sopa students. i honestly would rather look like someone from dwight.

before doing the next step, i unsurely looked around to scan the area, even though i was sure no one was here i still felt uneasy. with a blink, i began to strip myself and quickly entered the shower block, closing the door along from the inside.

my toes flinched as they touched the chilled ceramic floor, pausing for a few seconds i felt quite ridiculous for blankly standing and hugging my own naked upper body. for some reason it felt like i didn't even know how showers and taking baths works.

with trembling fingers, i pressed a button as the water finally activated. the water poured down, it dripped by my side, as my mind faded into dullness and everything was a foggy illusion. the sensation of the steamy water calmed me, it took my mind to stop thinking of things. all the things i honestly worried about. it was the water. my mind swirled, and it was like i'm standing under an everlasting waterfall.

holy shit... isn't this just pleasuring?

i just wanted to tremble down the tiles. hug my legs, press my lap against my chest and just sit down there for a minute to.... to act like i wasn't part of this world, just for a single minute would be enough.

the things i've always wanted to do, they'll always get cut off by something and that something could always be anything which was quite irritating.

i could hear the sound of the door being opened, an anonymous person entering as their shoes tapped on the floor. with a worried expression, i leisurely stepped away from the shower door and letting my back touch the cool wall. their footsteps began to wander around the room as it concerned me even more, i could see a glimpse of their shadows following.

"h... h-hello?" i stammered in utter fear, perceiving that i shouldn't have done it.

it could be anyone, worst and possibly a walker or an intruder. but it seemed too fast for walker, so it was clearly a human.

"is anyone there?" i didn't care anymore. "johnny?" i called out with desperation for hope, since johnny was the only one who knew about this.

my eyes enlarged once the shadow was now facing the shower block i was in, i couldn't explain how anxious i was that i had completely frozen at my spot with my arms wrapping around my naked torso. the person was just standing, quiet and still. what the fuck dude, was my first thought because who would be so stupid and disrespectful enough to invade someone's privacy? even during showers?

"soyoung." he spoke calmly, it was clear enough for me to realize that it was taeyong.

"ah... um yes taeyong?" i awkwardly replied, pursing my lips and shutting my eyes whilst hating how awkward i was. "i'm taking a shower, i'll be done soon."

"can i join you?"

i could feel the panic growing inside me, it was a type of question that was hard to reply. i was honestly so scared i stood in silence, making him impatiently wait for a reply but i just seriously didn't know how to respond to it.

"it's okay taeyong, i uh... i'm almost done anyway." i finally had the courage the speak out my answer for his question, i could feel the disappointment filling him from here. after noticing the locks were unlocked, i immediately leaned forward to secure it but it was too late as the person from the otherside already opened it, wide enough to view a sight of a naked me.

what the fucking hell?!

my blush seared through my cheeks and for a minute i thought my face was on fire. i suddenly felt awkward, demure, and coy. even going as far as attempting to hide my rosy features behind my slim fingers, but realizing i was naked they immediately shielded my body but of course they weren't big enough to block my whole body.

what the fuck?!

"t-taeyong what are you doing?!" the panic grew bigger and bigger inside me while watching him stare, just like that with his eyes staring into mine and felt quite relieved that they never drawn down to my body.

he didn't even say anything but immediately pinned me on the wall, his lips smashing into mine as the door behind him closed along.

the water ran down our faces to where our lips met, each of us tasting the cold drops. instead of detracting from the intensity of the moment it brought us to, taeyong pushed his lips in more firmly and the wave that ran through me is intoxicating, making my head swim as i pull back to take in his beautiful face. "taeyong.. why... i." i stuttered and he deliberately wrapped my arms around his naked torso, quie stunned about how i didn't even notice he was completely topless.

"shh." he hushed and swept away the hair covering my face. "i know you're upset about what's happening, so i wanted to help you melt down okay?" his small smile on his lips was already working to melt and calm down.

"o- okay."

i was still stammering like i was unsure, i could see taeyong was slowly turning as well since he might think i feel uncomfortable. i was at the start, i but i didn't want him to feel like that. i know he was just trying his best to make me happy and cheer up.

"okay." i properly said.

with that, taeyong finally cracked a real smile before he let his soft crimson lips meet mine once again.