HIDEOUT: LEE TAEYONG

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soyoung

"taeyong, please stop and let me explain!" i shouted through the hallway, running after him who was casually speed walking away from me. his stomps echoing throughout the area as i could see the sulk he had pasted on his lips. "taeyong please-" i tried to grip for his wrist but instead, he turned himself around and faced me with an expected scowl on his lips.

"just listen to my explanation." i breathed out, vaguely exhausted and he impatiently huffed.

"i don't need your explanation, i think i've heard enough-"

"from somin taeyong, you heard enough from somin, but you're not going to listen to what i have to say?" i grabbed his hand, squeezing it firmly which was honestly a way to make him stay.... but unfortunately it didn't work.

"it was detailed enough, just let me be soyoung. i saw everything after that scene, after how you let go off his hand once in entered." his eyes were a knife in my ribs, the sharp point digging deeper. where there had been love was an emptiness, but not in any vulnerable sense. uncomfortable with the void, he had filled it with an emotion he was more at ease with, raw anger. the unmoving gaze was accompanied by deliberate slow breathing, like he was fighting something, probably a tantrum.

my trust to him was destroyed. i couldn't believe it, i had lost my patience.

"how could you?" i questioned, letting go off his hand aggressively. "why the fuck are you believing somin more than me? you know what type she is taeyong, why are you buying all the crap she made?!" the pain taeyong saw inside my eyes, it made him gradually regret what he'd done because i know he realized that the false bullshit came out from another bullshit which was somin.

"and what about you and somin huh?" i stepped forward, closer to him as he blinked. "what? what about us?" he naively queried.

"back in the rooftop, you convinced me so much that nothing happened and what did i do? what did i do taeyong, fucking tell me!" i slammed my fist on his chest, taeyong looking completely speechless stood still with an agitated face. "i believed you right away, and you're telling me you're standing here not bothering to listen to my explanation?"

i managed to keep my anger inside me by stepping away from him, i took a deep breath before commencing to speak again, this time calmer but with severe pain. "this... this just show that you truly don't trust me taeyong and that's okay..... maybe all of this was too quick for us, don't you think? that maybe-"

"wait, soyoung but i've been waiting for this for a year... and-"

"and here we are." i paused. "it's fine, for now i just get that everything... all of this is just an infatuation." and before saying anything else, i let my heel turn around as i walked away from taeyong.

note: idk honestly i feel like this book suck, like taeyong and soyoung easily fell for each other and look at what drama there are on now... but this is what typical cliché wattpad fanfics are right (like all my own books)? sooo yeah lmaoo i'm sorry :( hehe.